growing ardent

i'm summer. this is my writing blog & art blog. PROMPTS/REQUESTS: closed!

[xiajin]

how do you make everything stop hurting without hurting anyone else

im not really sure

[xiajin]

It's late, but happy writer appreciation day!

sdhaklj thank you!!! happy reader appreciation day! <3 

[xiajin]

I don't know if it's too late, but are you still looking for people for a zine?

hello!! the zine is still an idea so its not anything solid yet!!! 

[xiajin]

LISTEN👏HERE👏KIDDO👏👏👏 YOU👏ARE👏MY👏FAVORITE👏HUMAN everything about you and your writing brings comfort to my soul

LHSDAKJHDSA IM GLAD IT DOES

[xiajin]

hi!! i love all your fics but moonflower in particular has my heart... i was wondering if it’s finished or if it’s not, are you planning to continue it???

i will!! im currently on honeymoon so i will post after!! c: 

[xiajin]

This is me is yelling at you, okay her3 it goes I HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL AND BLESS US WITH DILM WHENEVER YOU GET THE CHANCE PLEASE GOODBYE

klhjdkahlLKA YES OK AY I WILL < 3

[xiajin]

hey. been a while, but i hope you're doing alright. think about you often. wish we still talked. i always wanted to be close to you, but you were much more ethereal than i am, so i don't think i ever had a shot. anyway - hope you're doing okay. looking through your blog makes me want to write about the moon and his star again. i may one day. like a lot of other things - been so long. i'd like to revisit them again. deleted many of my works. most notably, that artist one. got on my damn nerves.

hey! i think i’m doing okay ;;; im doing a lot better than before, at least. 

i’m not that ethereal at all!! there’s always a chance, and i always want to be friends. ;;; please write about them! give them your all, because someone will always give things back to you too;;; 

i hope that you’ll find your way to writing again! 

[naverseau]

[xiajin]

charmed

yoonkook; 44k; 2/3.

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“it feels so nice to give things to others, don’t you think? to be generous?”

“the best feeling in the world,” taehyung sighs happily.

“what the fuck is going on,” yoongi says.”

[xiajin]

I got an email about a new fic but I can’t access :(:(

hello!! no worries, you can see the new fic here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/15326262/chapters/35558697 it was hidden before but you can see it now

[xiajin]

Hello! I just started your moonflower series and wanted to let you know it's so beautiful! It's a nice counterpoint to reading in orbit. Such different vibes, but equally amazing. <3

!!!! thank you so much ;;; <3 they are two of my favs, even with how different they are! 

[xiajin]

I kinda suck at expressing things, but I just really wanted to say thank you because your writing gives me a lot of comfort when I'm anxious and sad, and I'm sorry your having a rough time, I really appreciate you and hope things get better for you.

;;; thank you. i hope things get better for you too. <3 

[xiajin]

hello!! would you be interested in doing a yoonkook zine sometime at the end of this year? there would be both digital and physical sales, and half of the money would go to the love yourself charity and the other half to the content creators in the zine. please lemme know!! ovo

here is the poll for it~ or you could message me directly either on tumblr, on twitter dms, or on kakaotalk! my ID is “feigui”!! the twitter poll is linked here:

https://twitter.com/yeolleum/status/1015982470725062656

[xiajin]

Hi summer I just want to send you some love ♥♥ You've been through a lot these few days I hope you're still doing well ;;v;;

thank u!! i am trying to be better ;v;

[xiajin]

Youre writing is just so lovely. Something about it is so wholesome and inspires me to write too. Youre characterisation of both yoongi and jungkook is often very moving. I find it easy to relate to both. Often I read your works again and just wonder what inspires you to write so beautifully?

i dont know!! sometimes its just things i find in day to day life that i think about often and yoongi and jungkook just sometimes seem to fit, or it would be a song or a soundtrack that’s really meaningful and something that i would like to write to, and it’s all just.... coming together that i end up writing it? ;v; i day dream a lot i think 

[xiajin]

Hey girlie :) i have a question; I subscribed you on ao3 and get email notifications every time you post a new fic. So that one time I got a notification but couldn’t read it bec it said “Sorry, you don't have permission to access the page you were trying to reach.” the work is called ":*" did you delete it or idk filter it for a specific group of ppl? Much love and support ❤️ Mona

hello!! its currently hidden right now but it should be up by this week~ 

[xiajin]

Summer... yoonkook used to be filled with cute shippers... but now there are some un-cute shippers. I'm so sad. I just don't understand!! I'm appalled! I joined the bird site at the end of last year, but if I weren't on it I wouldn't even know fic writer bullying is going on and ignorance would be bliss. Hang in there?

the bird site is full of uncute people. but there are some beautiful ones there too ;v; thank u!! sometimes i wonder if this is all worth it and then i get messages like these and i know that it is ;v;