oh love, where did you go?

ximena vane. hit witch. twenty five.

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   “Say something, I’m giving up on you.” // @lvmosmaxima​ ( Say Something - A Great Big World )

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elara-flint‌:

She’d already been to the hospital. So why was she out on the street, especially if she was in so much pain? Elara frowned, moving closer to the ground so that they could be on the same level. “Did they send you home already?” she asked, trying to keep her personal curiosity to herself. “You look like you could use a second opinion, especially if you’re still hurting. – Are you sure you should be out on your own like this?”

  Ximena nodded, “After being there for 5 days. Yes. They sent me with some potions that would help manage the pain.” She explained. There was something about the girl that didn’t give Ximena a reason to distrust her. She took a deep breath and let it out slowly, “No but there is no rest for the wicked. I need to know what’s going on at work.”

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wealucy‌:

Typically, Lucy wasn’t one to push — in part because she hated being pushed herself, and in part because she couldn’t stand the thought of upsetting someone by making them talk. But given the fact that everything seemed upsetting lately, there probably wasn’t much worse that could be done. “…are you sure?” She hesitated to ask, drawing her hand back but still standing in place. After another second of thought, she added, “you really don’t look fine.”

Was she sure? No but she didn’t have time to lay in bed. Ximena was never one to sit back and just relax. She at least needed to know what happened and what was being done but at this point, she was getting nowhere and fast. Ximena looked up at the other female and she couldn’t help but use the wall to help hold her up. She wasn’t sure if she could stand, at least not by herself. “Is that your polite way of saying I look like shit?” It was a joke of course but she wasn’t sure it came off that way. She tried to stand but her legs weren’t working with her. “On second thought.. can you please just help me stand?” That was a lot harder than she expected.

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elara-flint‌:

Elara was used to seeing people when they were in pain. It was her job to notice when other people were hurt, to see to it that their pain wasn’t any greater than it absolutely had to be. She watched as the girl leaned against the wall, lowering herself towards the ground until she was nearly sitting. “No, I don’t think you are. You look like you’re in pain… and I can help you, if you want. I’m training to be a healer, actually.”

   Ximena’s body ached. The Cruciatus Curse was no joke and she was still suffering the after effects of it. She had potions to deal with the pain but it wasn’t enough and Ximena didn’t dare ask for anything else. She looked up at the woman in front of her, she seemed familiar. Like she had seen her when she was at the hospital. “I already went to the hospital.. what more can you do?” She questioned more curiously than anything else. 

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    Ximena knew this was not the time to be injured. A mission had gone horribly wrong and she had been on the receiving end of a curse. Her body ached and she knew she should be resting but Ximena couldn’t sit still with the news of everything that had happened at the Quidditch game. She knew any other way of getting to the offices would result in worse pain so she opted to walk there. However, she felt herself lose balance and managed to catch herself so the fall wouldn’t be too nasty. She leaned back against the wall in a sitting position and noticed a hand, shaking her head, “I’m okay-- it’s okay. I’m fine.” She assured them but she knew that wasn’t the case. 

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the hard hearted { sofia carson, cisfemale, demisexual } ♛ 》XIMENA VANE TWENTY FIVE, has been marked safe after the recent events. SHE is currently a HIT WITCH. to some, they are PASSIONATE & DEPENDABLE. for others, HARSH & EVASIVE. to me, they remind me of perfectly manicured nails, blood red lipstick, fishnets and unfinished books. 《 hunter, mountain time zone, 24, none.

Ximena is the only daughter of Romilda Vane. Being raised by a single mother who constantly had men in and out of her life made Ximena weary of relationships. She never understood when she was little why everyone had a mother and a father and she barely had a mother as Romilda was an important journalist, this meant she traveled often. It only seemed fit for her mother to be among the gossip and write about it.

She hated it, she hated having to travel so often. She often wished she just had a stable home.  Ximena doesn’t know her father as her mother believes she was a result after a wild week visiting the United States. Ximena doesn’t hate her mother but she often finds herself trying not to judge her too harshly but it’s hard when there’s lingering anger for never having a stable home. Romilda often tends to live in the past, reminding Ximena how good she has it not having to deal with war. She also used to speak so much about the Chosen One, Harry Potter. Her mother spoke of him so often that Ximena can’t even stand his name and she’s never even met him.. Being homeschooled and taken care of by care-givers made it a little harder to adapt once she started attending Hogwarts. She was sorted into Slytherin which didn’t surprise her mother as she had a way of getting whatever it was she wanted from her caregivers when she was younger. Ximena was in the top of her year with her marks and although many people know of her, she doesn’t have many friends. Friendship and respect is something to be earned– both ways – and Ximena finds it hard to let down her walls and be civil enough to let people in. After Hogwarts, went on to become a hit witch as she had that dream for as long as she could remember. She was pretty good at what she did and often helped in training others. She is more on the training ground than she is on actual missions now a days but that’s mostly due to an injury that she is still recovering from being cursed with the Cruciatus Curse. People often think someone broke her heart and that’s the reason behind why she is so anti relationships or anti love but truthfully it’s because of everything she’s seen her mother go through including abuse. The truth is she rather keep to herself than be around people because often times people see her as ‘mean’. She knows she can be over bearing and she knows she can be too much and she is trying very hard to change that because she knows people are not at fault for how her life turned out but again change is hard and sometimes she cares so much and doesn’t quite know how to show it. Now a days, she feels constantly exhausted and she knows it’s because of all the anger she holds however she doesn’t quite know how to let it go nor how to forgive even years later. It’s something she is trying to learn but she’s going to need a little help. She just hopes that people are patient enough to help her push through. Fun Facts:

Ximena loves animals. All animals. Cats especially. She has her own cat named, Oliver or Ollie.

Former Slytherin Prefect.

The few people who she does consider friends, she is very loving and loyal to.

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Sofia Carson behind the scenes of the “Ins and Outs” music video photographed by Catherine Powell.

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