Steve couldn’t help but to chuckle at Peggy’s response, her dry wit and sarcasm was something he dearly missed, even if it made him always feel like he was a bit slow on the ball. “Alright, yeah, glad to know your geography is still great – just trying to keep you on your toes,” he stumbled over his words for a moment, reaching up to place a hand on the back of his head and rub at his nape.
“At your service, ma’am,“ he deepened his voice for a moment, giving her a quick salute and a bow before straightening up and grinning. “Captain Geography though, I like the sound of that, it’s catchy.“ He teased, happy to be within the closeness and personal space of Peggy. Breathing her in was a treasure that he’d never thought he would be given again and he was going to take advantage of it for as long as he could.
Steve made a soft, happy sound into the kiss, practically melting at Peggy’s hands over his body. This is what he wanted, this is what he yearned for – to belong to someone, but not just someone, to Peggy. When their lips departed from each other, Steve kept his eyes closed, for he was afraid that if he’d open them, that she’d be gone. Still, when she spoke, when she said she loved him, his eyes shot open and immediately searched for hers.
“Peggy, I love you,“ he could have sworn he was shaking, the emotions bringing a high to his system that he wasn’t even sure he could have felt until this moment. Still, his smile stayed permanent on his lips as he continued to hold her and listen to her speak. “I think I can, because I feel the same about you.“
But something shifted and Steve found himself tilting his head just the slightest and his brows furrowing.
“Peg, I didn’t–“ he sighed, closing his eyes momentarily before nodding his head slowly to her words. Of course Peggy was correct, he had all but essentially died and been dead to her, it was natural, it was normal for her to feel it, to say it, but it still left a lurch in his gut as he clenched his jaw and then swallowed. “They found me, S.H.I.E.L.D., found me frozen in the ice.“ He spoke just above a whisper, bringing his gaze back up to meet her’s.
“Found a way to bring me back from it, and ever since then I’ve been… well, I’m… I was Captain America again, I help lead a group, or did, called the Avengers. Tony, Howard’s son, he’s the groups leader now…“ He was afraid to tell her the full outcome, the fight over the Accords, Ultron, Chitauri, Loki, but…. he had to wait for the right time. “What about you? How are you here?“
“We’ll have the costume drawn up for you pronto, then,” Peggy nodded, tipping her forehead against his. “I rather miss the little shorts and boots, don’t you?”
Her mother would probably call her conceited, but Peggy had always sort of suspected Steve loved her. The words weren’t a shock, but they filled her with a kind of warmth she hadn’t felt in painfully long while.
As Steve went on, however, Peggy drew back just slightly, though her arms stayed obstinately around his neck. Found? They’d found him? Did that mean-- the years Peggy had spent, trying to move on, Steve had been within reach? All the amusement vacated her features in one cold sweep.
“You were alive?” Peggy asked, unable to mask her shock as her stomach gave a sickening drop. Steve had been alive. And all that time, he’d been -- drowning? He’d been drowning for years until somebody found him? She’d always privately thought Howard’s quest to recover the Valkyrie was pointless, though she let him keep it up out of her own ridiculous fantasies, even as they dimmed a little each year.
Now, hearing Steve, her faithlessness felt like a sentencing. It wasn’t her own guilt that mattered, though. It was Steve. Steve who had been through so much, who had spent god knew how many years under the ice, just waiting for someone to find him.
“My darling, I’m so sorry,” Peggy exhaled, clearing the hair away from his temple. Christ, no wonder he looked this sad. “How long-- how long were you left like that? Frozen? Are you alright, has it changed anything about you, about the serum?” Her eyes flicked over him once more, trying to catalogue any difference or injury outside the typical wear and tear the might have years had done. “We should’ve looked harder,” she said, eyes briefly fluttering closed as she held him tighter. “Found you sooner.”
At Steve’s question, Peggy gradually regained some small measure of composure, even as she couldn’t quite stand to relinquish her hold on him. “I don’t know. I don’t know how I’m here, I wasn’t trying to... go to the future. I was walking down the street, I looked up, and I was here.” She looked at Steve, offering him a small, wry smile. “You haven’t been trying to summon me, have you? Say rifles and garters three times, turn in a circle, burn some sage, that sort of thing?”