⨳ ā SOFT ANGST;
send one for my muse's reaction!
āThe only true love is unrequited love.āĀ āWill I see you again?ā āSomeone, I tell you, in another time will remember us.āĀ āI never could lie to you.āĀ āPromise me youāll come back.āĀ āAm I just a joke to you, [name]?āĀ āThis is what you do, love. Stride across the centuries, and death follows, churning in your wake.āĀ āYouāre making it personal. That doesnāt help.āĀ āIt was almost like a dream. āOh. Iām not waking up. Why arenāt I waking up?ā I thought. That feeling never ended. It still hasnāt ended.ā āI donāt want to hear your suggestions for my personal life.āĀ āHold me, at least once, before we say goodbye.āĀ āI want to hug you once more, as soft as I can.āĀ āFor whose sake⦠am I living now?āĀ āCome back alive.ā āThank you⦠In the end, thatās all I had to say.ā āI love you⦠In the end, thatās all I had to say.ā āFor survival, I buried my dreams.ā āPerhaps youāre right. Neither of us is who we used to be.āĀ āDonāt go where I canāt follow.ā āI aim to be lionhearted, but my hands still shake and my voice isnāt quite loud enough.ā āLet me in! Tell me what youāre thinking!āĀ āI just want to save you.āĀ āWe are not the same, and never will be.ā āStop pretending this doesnāt terrify you.ā āOf course it meant something.ā āDo you remember?ā āI canāt help but love you, even though I try not to.āĀ āI canāt pretend itās not the end.āĀ āI said Iād have courage, but I donāt. Not anymore.āĀ āYouāre a good liar.ā āYou jump, I jump. Remember?ā āThereās nothing Iād deny you, if you would not deny me.ā āDonāt do it. Donāt love me.āĀ
















