Sometimes I have these conversations with myself instead of the people I maybe have to. I just speak out loud what I have to say to this person, it is kinda healing. You never get the chance to speak your thoughts about what happened with some of them. Recently I realised that for real a person can get mad when you treat them the same way they had treated you a year ago … When they are not in the mood to talk it's okay, when you are the moody one now, when you have cried for months because of that ... You are the bad person in the end. I wish people would realize what the consequences of the behavior you give to each other can be. I knew what will happen, it began with an ending. If you think that I am writing for a lover, it is not. It was a friend. Someone that I used to know a year ago, someone that deleted me a few days ago. And this is fine. I am letting it go.
