* ( Β non binary & she+they ) Β Β i thought i saw BELLA HADID walking down 5th avenue, but it was just ALASKA WOLFE. you know, the TWENTY TWO year old BALLET DANCER. they seemed to be feeling UNAMUSED about the book announcement, it might be because they ARENβT expected to be featured in it. iβve heard they are DOWN TO EARTH and can also be CYNICAL, but the best way to describe them is A TRAIL OF BLOODY FOOT PRINTS, HANDPRINTS ON A FOGGY MIRROR, THE SMELL OF RAIN IN THE MIDWEST + FOG COMING OFF A WARM POND. ( Β era, she+her, 26, est ) + balthazar chevalier-rockerfeller on/off wc
its v much like me to ask to change a fc within 24 hours of acceptance bc i am a mess . but i didnβt realize bella was available , and i donβt get to use her as much as i wish i could . sheβs alaskaβs og fc !! t
trigger warnings are for DRUG DEALING, DEATH, ALCOHOL
the story
her great, great grandfather was an oil tycoon, but slowly the family fourtune dewelled or so her father told her.
she was born is washington state to a dead beat father and a loving mother
the father had turned to selling drugs when he could not support his family and refused to ask for help from others in the family, he made meth to be exact. and it was okay for a time, until the father started using himself. he was in and out of jail once he did.
the mother divorced the father seeing as she did not want to be apart of that life. but the mother was killed because of this, alaska was six and remembers it all. and it was the father who killed her, enraged his wife would do such a thing when he was in prison (for a meth charge, go figure)
she moved to nyc the moment she was 18, she used up all the money she had been saving working three jobs on top of school. it was a shit apartment but it was hers. this was when she met others of her family, and they took her under their wing. they could believe when she told them how her father was, but finally. alaska was apart of a family. and it seemed her life changed overnight.
and because of this alaska was put into foster care. she has not seen her father since before he was put into prison, her mother would not allow it, and now since he is out she has so much hate for him she will never see him again
they allowed her her space, but paid for a nicer apartment within the city, and because of this, alaskaβs family had ties to the nyc ballet company. she had spent time between class, homework and work at the studio in whatever city she was in. it had been her saving grace.
her personality before getting sober
a mess of a person. she drank about eight out of the seven days in the week on a bad week. but only four out of seven on a good week, it all depended on her flashbacks from her childhood, and the night her mother was murdered. she was a high functioning alcoholic, but why you ask alcohol? because she wouldnβt want to be like her dad and go to drugs.
she was happy, yes, but overly happy. she didnβt seem human or was one of those humans who didnβt seem to have feelings. if that makes sense. she would come to classes drunk but only if you knew her well you would be able to tell. her family was worried but didnβt know the extent of it all since she kept it from them
she would also go with the flow, she was truly the quote if you stand for nothing youβll fall for everything
her personality before after getting sober
after being accepted into the nyc ballet, she cleaned up her act. she knew this was a once in a lifetime change. and she wouldnβt allow it to be taken from her. she knew her mother wouldnβt want her to do that
sheβs independent, highly energetic, closed off, stands up for others aka the less fortunate but afraid to speak her mind.
she can come off as a little distant, but with so much tramua in her life its the walls but after time they come downΒ
she also attends weekly AA meetings, and loves going it keeps her mind clear on why she is still sober, and has been for eight monthsΒ
connection ideasΒ
Acquaintances
foster siblings
Cousins
Partners in crime
Like a sibling
Arenβt friends anymore because they dated and it didnβt work out
Best friend
Ride or die
Close friend(s)
Confidant
Donβt trust each other, but are still βfriendsβ
Enemies/Frenemies
Ex on bad terms
Ex on good terms
Ex-friends
Former best friends who havenβt talked/seen each other in years
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