Ever they met a person who feel that peace and tranquility that you need?
I also get to know. But so far no exite more.
I met him at work. He was a man of simple and easy to describe and remember very well when I asked about my tattoos.
I do not know his name but already knew he was married.
Together with some friends of them and their wedding photos.
Beers and more beers that make flying head.
It is one of the greatest tastes of my job, I work with beers, brewers and people who love beer.
For the passage of time it looked more frequently until one day I visited with a couple of very good beers; (As love two of them) the talk narrowed to music and obviously beer. exchanged emails and I had commented that probably in a few days the city would. I had this horrible idea of inviting him to leave the day before he left. (Big and stupid idea)
I came the day were an hour and I was just nervous because they were 15 minutes late and I decided that if I spent another minute I would go. And the moment arrives accelerated
Taking a "stout" I asked that question so commercial that changed the face.
you are married? And only with a simple "yes" I am very clear. (Which I already knew)
It ends the night (should've seen that new documentary about nirvana.).
I carried my little lonely apartment with 6 cats, now five to one they killed. When I left him, I felt a bit their lips.
Only in automatic thought "this is not right and did not want it to end well."
A mail two mail, visit the March I felt the need to ask to stay a day to sleep in his room.
The number "320", after five years of pure, sheer loneliness and casual sex, if that just ended just thought forget it the next day.
And I do not really happened. just he felt like his fingers touched my skin. and that made me happy.
I used to wake up very early to work and I let me in your room with a note that made me feel good. I was always very attentive to my heart did not come to love the man. We watched the Wednesday after a departure time of my work some bar; he told me that you liked the pork babel. And the mezcal.
And in others he went to his room where he could hug him and touch his beautiful beard. He had not mentioned it. He had a beard too perfect for me.
We went to 3 shows. the first of crust punk. I was afraid you did not like.
The second went to see comeback kid, it was very frustrating because we got lost in Monterrey for an hour. I felt stupid. but changes Monterrey roads as underwear. And the last and most desperate a show of rockabilly. It was time, I knew I sensed ...
And from one moment to the next I started that annoying noise of his mouth about their emotional situation.
i was 22 years. And everything about my personal life into something so common and stifling, just listened to what he felt was his box where he could deposit their emotions, crying, the crying made me feel anything because it was not beloved by me for who cried. I never really express my feelings good life until after that day.
Still I do not understand how this man could I say "life is good lulu". as if he was so sure of that.
He left and we continue talking, messages whatsapps, video mails and many groups. The music was so important.
He has three beautiful daughters and wife why now is struggling.
This man has made a lifetime.
Dominigo night, I had an accident. He had not received anything from him.
The next day was just a whatsapp and a missed call. back from the hospital, about my work and charges only to realize that I remove his life.
Try to communicate with him, and it was impossible.
I just wanted one explanation. I wrote an email was answered only with things I already knew. and his stupid idea because I'm young I have many good things to live. I am angry that claims to have the reason for my happiness by my young age.
As you predestinate eternal happiness of a person for his young age?
Love is basic and necessary but also its own.
Well he told me his friend Javier "but you know how it would end."
And I knew it cost. still alone in the same department at the same job, in the same country. And what makes the difference is that I will have more time for my school.
M.K lives in Michigan.
I am Mexican. now I have 23 and I still feel the same goal of life. I can only say that the last months were totally a lie that life to put me in front and never fall again.
When we met we make a playlist for when they heard remember him; now I would do mine.
And wherever you are if you read this. I hope you remember that one day you told someone small flower.
1.- Lykke Li - Sadness Is a Blessing
2- Florence + The Machine - Ship To Wreck
3.- Comeback Kid - Wake the Dead
6.- The Hillbilly Moon Explosion - My Love For Evermore
7.- Massive Attack - Teardrop
8.- the smiths - i'm so sorry
9.- Joy Division - Love Will Tear Us Apart
10.- Beastie Boys - So What Cha Want
11.- Laura Marling - Rambling Man
13.- Jolie Holland - "Mexico City"
14.- Nirvana - All Apologies
15.- Hello Seahorse - Me Has Olvidado
16.- Hello Seahorse! - Buen viaje
17.- Wolfmother - Vagabond
18- Johnny Cash Cry, Cry, Cry
19.- Tame Impala - Let It Happen
20.- Tame Impala - keep on lying
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