x

[remanence-of-love]

[vacillating-bpd-queen]

[helenasurvives]

i am asked about my favorite color.

i am seven

and my reply is

pink

because i am a girl

and pink

is a princess color.

i am asked about my favorite color.

i am ten

and i like

green

because a boy told me that pink

is lame and girly.

i am asked about my favorite color.

i am thirteen

and i tell them

purple

it is unique and spunky

like i want to be.

i am asked about my favorite color.

i am seventeen

and i just say

red

i do not say

it is bright and angry at the world

as i am

i cannot form the words to express

all of my frustrations

so i paint my lips with

rage.

i am asked about my favorite color.

i am twenty

and it’s pink

i remember the joy

of being a child

i reclaim the freedom

of femininity

because i cannot remember

what my shoulders felt like

before the depression

hung from them.

i am asked about my favorite color.

i am twenty-six

and my answer is

brown

it confuses most people

they don’t see it

they may think of dirt

and dust

and dead things

but it is coffee with friends

and the chocolate chip cookies

my mom used to make.

it is my hair

and my eyes

amber and gold

in the sun

and i love myself

again

[destroymylife]

[cowboysuggest]

do cowboys believe in soulmates

Soulmates are made. Love is made. Nothing stays unless you work for it.

[dangerly]

[ripe]

[compulsive]

[llovinghome]

[makeuphall]

[cozyboymayes]

If we date, you gotta kiss me every 2 minutes

[sobeitjayt]

Yeah you look good but ya soul dont

[xmxxxxxxxx]

thissss

[theshitneyspears]

Mood:

[earthysuggestion]

hearing genuine laughter from the people you love is the most healing sound

[danger]

[danger]

[fjdksljlkjljklkjljk-archive-dea]

FOURTH OF JULY BY FALL OUT BOY