strange and beautiful

Noel. 30. She/her. Queer. Feminist.

[xnoel]

reading other people's theses depresses me because it makes me hate my own writing so much

[xnoel]

just had a really delcious biscoff tiramisu 🙂‍↕️ (and also a strawberry and cream sando)

[atlantisview]

Zendaya | The Odyssey | New York Premiere ♡

[xnoel]

set my alarm 30 minutes earlier today so i could call a company before their phone hours closed, i call them, there's a "we're closed today" message. but it says on their website that they're open for another 30 minutes!!!!

[xnoel]

because i'm an extreme night owl and i can't handle heat over 24 degrees, i sometimes really wish i lived in one of those big cities in china, korea or japan where everything is open 24/7 because often i don't want to go anywhere until like 6 pm and by then, everything is already closed or closing soon, and during days where it's 25+ degrees i don't want to go anywhere until the temperatures have gone down at like 8-9 pm but by then everywhere is definitely closed

[xnoel]

kinda crazy that it's been 14 years since my MS diagnosis today. that's almost half of my life (which makes sense, because I can barely remember a time before MS lol, even though I'm very lucky because I don't really have any symptoms in my day to day life)

[xnoel]

i'm so annoyed that my left eye often hurts/feels dry/i have slightly blurry vision, when i wake up/after i wake up. i've already been to the eye doctor who didn't find anything and i also use some thick eye gel in my eye before i go to sleep every night (that the doctor recommended) yet it hasn't really helped

[princesssarisa]

What is your middle name?

The name of one of my parents

The name of a relative or ancestor

The name of a friend of a parent

My mother's maiden name

A religious figure's name

Just a name my parents liked

Other

I don't have a middle name

Voting ended onJul 13

I'm Option #1: My middle name is my mom's name. But I'd like to know if that practice is very common or not.

[vhen-harel]

[xnoel]

really been craving a burger recently, especially a mcdonalds burger but i’m still boycotting and then i read you should also boycott burger king so i’m like where can i get a damn burger that doesn’t cost 9-13 euros… anyway i found a swedish fastfood chain so now i’m going to a city near me just to buy two burgers lmao

[xnoel]

kinda wild to read a danmei that has a whole TWO (2) important female characters appear within the first few chapters, and they've interacted as well! i even ship them! wow

[ferrethavermoved]

women should get even more childless

[xnoel]

started watching a rom-com jdrama yesterday called ladies on top and i did not expect it to be about pegging. but i love that they went there! it's not something i ever expected to see explored in a romance drama

[xnoel]

i've been feeling good about my thesis the past few days, i was like "i'll definitely finish before the deadline because all i really need to write is the introduction" but now i see that i still need to write 2700 words to hit the minimum word count, even though my thesis is pretty much done, so where the hell am i supposed to add 2700 words (around 5 pages)???

[xnoel]

my tiktok fyp is usually good, i never get recommended anything i directly hate, but today the first video that came up was a video of a transphobic woman doing interviews at a pride parade?? wtf

[xnoel]

one thing about me is that i love leaving a comment on a reddit post and then turning off notifications lmao

[xnoel]

i was supposed to move out of my apartment (and sweden in general) at the end of july but i just got them to renew my contract until the end of august instead lol. that's bc i get more money in july and august than i thought so now i can afford it, and also, my mom currently has a health issue that we're both scared is something serious, and if it is, then i don't know how i would be able to find the time to move at the end of the month. i'm also trying to figure out whether to postpone my thesis until january instead of august? if there's something wrong with my mom then i'll postpone, but if there's not, then idk. i want it to be over so i can say i have a master's degree, that that's something i've accomplished (since you never know what's gonna happen before january) but at the same time, having 5 months where i don't have to do anything, i don't have to work or study a lot (sure i have to finish my thesis, but i only need 4k more words) sounds really nice, because even the thought of having to find a job and work at least 30 hours a week makes me feel depressed.