I was dropped from the process because I failed in my medical :<<
Standing there when your name wasn't called to continue for neuro test was totally saddening. Waiting to be formally dismissed, I kept thinking about my mom and her dreams for me... She really worked hard and supported me all throughout the process.
Then, I noticed a familiar man who was also standing in the middle part, his name wasn't called too. So, when we were dismissed to go home, I ran after him and called his name to make sure he was who I'm thinking he is.
I grabbed his right arm and hung my left arm on it. And ghorl, we aren't closeeeeee! But he let me be. We talked about the examinations and which part we think we failed until we reached outside together with the others who were also dismissed. He then went to the other side leaving everyone else.
Di ko close kahit sino sa mga yon, o kilala manlang. Kaya sumunod ako kay A... We stayed there for like 3 hours, while the others might already have gotten home. We couldn't leave because we were still hoping that there was a mistake in the list..
We couldn't move. It felt like all our energy just went away... It hurts.. really. We kept talking about what we should do, how we should tell our parents and friends about it.. things like that...
I told him I have an appointment in Baguio and I should already go. He went with me.
Pero ako tong sabog, bigla nalang nagpara ng jeep tas sumakay. Pagdating ng town, napakalayo ng kailangan namin lakarin :)) Pero tumawa lang siya tas sinabing okay lang, binibiro pa ako.
While walking, he noticed that I couldn't walk properly (too tired from the Physical Agility Test, di ako sanay kaya nabigla siguro katawan ko don). So yun nga, tapos mabigat pa bag ko, e wala naman laman. Nung napansin niya, kinuha Niya agad bag ko at hinayaan na kumapit kapit ako sa kanya at times. Hinihintay nya pa ako.
Tas every crossing, todo suporta siya. Crinoss niya pa ako sa pupuntahan ko kahit opposites dapat kami ng dadaanan. ๐ฅฐ
After a few hours, we learned that we can go to the Camp hospital to check kung saan talaga kami bumagsak. So, he messaged me and asked if I wanna go. I said yes because I really do not wanna go home yesterday, I felt so ashamed to face my family who spent a lot for these processes. I waited for him in 7/11 session kasi matutumba na talaga ako sa antok. Tapos he came agad naman... I saw him looking for me downstairs nung pababa na ako Pero dumeretso na ako sa labas kasi andaming tao. I messaged him and said that I was outside already pero di nagsseen..
Gulat nalang ako nung may kumalabit sa right shoulder ko tapos tumabi sa left ko. Ghorl kinilig ako agad nung nalaman Kong siya yoooooon. Parang ewan noh? Pero oo e, prang akbay kasi HAHAHAHA ang pogi niya pang tumawa. Tapos kinuha niya na ulit agad bag ko.
We walked down session and told each other na parang tinatamad na kami bumalik sa camp. So, standby kami for a few minutes tapos nagdecide din na tumuloy.
When we arrived, we went straight to the Camp hospital, pero busy silaaaaaaaa. I saw Loraine too, yes she passed and I'm so proud of her ๐ She called my name but when I saw her, she was with other aspirants and I'm also with A... Nahihiya ako puntahan siya :) kaya nagsignal ako ng hi lang.
A and I went on again. Lakad lakad hanggang sa may makita kaming pwedeng upuan habang nag-aantay. Sa tabi ng grandstand... we stayed there again for 2 hours na nagkkwentuhan at asaran lang. Tapos umalis na din ulit nung 3 PM na. He carried my bag agaaaaain skllllll.
Nung nasa labas na ulit ng camp, bigla siyang nagyaya sa BSU, and I don't even know where that is, but I still said yes. Again, I still didn't wanna go home :((
Tapos nung bumaba kami jeep, kinuha niya ulit bag ko, ako na humahawak Pag nasa loob ng jeep e. Yern HAHAHAHAA tapos I learned na La Trinidad Strawberry Farm ๐pala yung pupuntahan. We walked hanggang sa dulo ng kalsada na malapit sa farm, almost 1km siguro... He keeps on taking pics.. Picture-an ko din sana siya kaso deadbat ako. HAHAHAHAHAHAH
All throught that walk, di ko na naisip yung pagkalaglag ko sa application na yon.. It felt so light... I was so thankful for that walk.
Habang naglalakad din, nag-aasaran kami about height ganon, tapos lagi ko inuulit na ang pretty ko HAHAHAHA GGSS, tapos nagugulat ako kasi pina-pat niya ulo kooooo!!! Kinikilig ngay talaga ako non. HSHAHAHAHAH
Tapos nung nasa dulo na kami, akala kasi namin may daan, para kaming nga siraulong tumatawa. HAHAHAHAH that was so farrrr
Pero okay lang, bumaba kami sa mismong mga taniman tapos umikot sandali... Ansaya lang ๐
Tapos we decided na bumalik sa dinaanan din namin. Yung pabalik na yon, parang sobrang bilis lang kaya nung nakita namin na may open na space, pwedeng pagchill-an, pumasok kami agad.
There's this railing na mataas, tapos kapag nakaharap ka don, this is the view:
He sat sa pinakamataas na railing, carrying my and his bag, e sobrang bigat ng mga yon. Pero yaan mo, di naman siya nalaglag.
Ako, naupon lang ako sa malaking bato since di ko naman mai-angat legs ko. Pero he insisted na tumaas ako tapos he offered his hands. So, nakataas ako Pero hanggang 2nd level lang kasi nakakatakot talaga. Tapos sabi niya... ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ "Lapit ka kasi dito" habang sinusupport niya ulo ko palapit sa kanya using his left arm.
ASHSJSJGSKDKSHAGGA PISTEEEEEEEE YUNG PUSO KOOOOO HAHAHAHAHAHA
Nag-asaran ulit kami Habang naghihintay ng oras at pinapanuod yung sunset. I loved it. I NEEDED THAT ๐ฅบ๐
Thank you so much, A! ๐
