xoscato

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[xoscato]

You have my attention😈

good : ) :*

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[xoscato]

yennefer??

[xoscato]

06.02.26

poem written by me ( @xoscato )

maybe in another life we made it work

in that life, you remembered my worth and i never went berserk

maybe in another life we made it work

in that life, your love for me was deep like the roots of a tree and my love for you was tranquil as tha sea

maybe in another life we made it work

in that life, you never stopped puttin me first and how you treated me always quenched my thirst

maybe in another life we made it work

in that life, you was never a jerk who took my heart and buried it beneath a pile of dirt

in this life it didn’t work out between us

in this life, i guess i wasn’t enough and you had so many excuses and such

in this life it didn’t work out between us

in this life, our love had no trust and i was someone you no longer wanted to touch

in this life it didn’t work out between us, maybe in another life you became my wife and you never stopped choosin me to be your perfect guy

( @xoscato )

[xoscato]

05.20.26

jus got finished drinkin coffee and workin on beats, i instinctively thought "ight i'm finna call my girl". then i realized, we're no longer together, she's no longer a part of my day-to-day life. tht routine is no longer there. while i am happy to be single again, while i feel happier than i ever been...gettin accustomed to not talkin to her everyday is a bit challengin and quite frankly--gonna take some gettin used to. i dnt regret bein her friend, i dnt regret our romantic relationship...she helped me grow as a person, as a man. she helped me be comfortable and confident in my own skin. she taught me tht there's more to me than my trauma. she helped me see tha world in a different light. i dnt hate her, in fact i still love her, she's an amazin woman wit big dreams and full of creativity. i wish her tha best and hope tht she goes after her dreams and continues to accomplish her goals < 3 3

[xoscato]

05.20.26

feels kinda weird bein single again, but i'm not surprised of tha outcome...in a way--i suspected this would happen. once tha person tht "loves" you starts treatin you like an option, makin excuses as to, why they can't communicate and becomes too "busy" for you?? it's no longer a relationship. at tht point you're jus coworkers, waitin for tha other to clock out. and when tha relationship starts to confuse you?? it's time to leave. i do miss her, not tha version of her who treated me like an option, would hang up in my face, hell, even play in my face...i miss tha version of her tht was sweet, lovin, caring, kind...who considered me, chose me everyday, treated me right and showed me tht i was a priority to her. thts tha version i miss. tha version i love and will always love.

[xoscato]

05.18.26

i can't force you to appreciate me but you sure gonna feel it when I'm gone.

[xoscato]

05.18.26

no revenge because i genuinely hope you heal from whatever taught you it’s okay to treat people like that

[xoscato]

05.18.26

if you can dream with a damaged mind and love with a broken heart, you deserve this world and all of its treasures.

[xoscato]

05.18.26

if they wanna talk to you, they would. if they wanna be with you, they would. if they wanna make things work, they would. don’t ever let things be one sided, it’s not healthy nor fair for you.

[xoscato]

05.18.26

what y'all think?? me personally i kinda agree, if two people truly wanna make it work a second time...why not try an follow thru?? i dnt know, maybe i'm jus a sucker for love😭

[xoscato]

05.17.26

"match my freak!" match my sweetness. match my benevolence. match my empathy. match my ability to feel emotions so deeply it tears me apart from the inside out

[xoscato]

05.17.26

FLIRTING IS BEING UNFAITHFUL, going out and telling your partner you didn't go out is being unfaithful, engaging in little chats with someone you'd hook up with is being unfaithful. When you start hiding, deleting, or concealing things, you're already being unfaithful. Being unfaithful isn't limited to jus physical contact.

[xoscato]

05.17.26

I have a deep trust issue with friendships. I'm constantly unsure if people mean well for me, so I find myself constantly dangling between having friends and being a loner. Like, is it worth it when your biggest supporter today can be your meanest antagonist tomorrow, and they'll use every vulnerability you shared with them to get at you?

[xoscato]

05.17.26

anyone else with ADHD feel guilty for not catching up with certain people that actually mean a lot to you? Even though they probably understand, it still makes me feel so unsettled on the inside. There’s always a lot going on and I’m so easily overwhelmed

[xoscato]

05.17.26

somebody said “The love you receive from someone who knows how to be alone is the most sincere there is. A solitary soul loves you by choice, not out of a need for company.” and that’s so true.

[xoscato]

05.17.26

I prefer a "baby im busy rn but I'll call you later " rather than 8 hours with no text back and a sorry ass excuse.

[xoscato]

05.17.26

your partner comin to you about something you’ve done wrong isn’t a personal attack. It’s a healthy sign they value the relationship & want to make it work – it's a heads up. you communicate, you fix it, you stay. that's emotional maturity. that's commitment. that's love.