Mi Vida Tere.

Navajo/Mexican. Random Shit.

[xotere]

[unbotheredmuse]

[shisasan]

𝙰𝚞𝚐𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝟷𝟻, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟸 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟶 -𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟹

[ID: August 15. Wasted day. Spent sleeping and lying down. END ID]

[xotere]

Idk.

Cody called me last night. I don’t get why I am that person for everyone. Why can’t someone be there for me.

[unbotheredmuse]

[flowerytale]

Susan Sontag, from “Reborn: Journals and Notebooks, 1947-1963″

[xotere]

Cody trying to call me.

🙄🤦🏾‍♀️

[qou]

Describe me in one word anonymously

[xotere]

What hurt the most was when I asked if you watched my speech and you said the service. I’m like cool. Then the other day. I shouldn’t have to explain what bothers me. Idk. Maybe we are two different people now. You and Cody will never be like this is the woman I fuck with. What’s sad is each bf I’ve been with. I’ve fucked with so hard. Been that ride or die. But all I ever got was nah that ain’t me or I’m not ready. Before Cody it was him. Then cody came along and I knew I should’ve left him alone but he got me to open up. And being with him almost everyday. Shit. Never will a guy just be proud to be with me. Proud of me. I tell and reassure all the time. But I don’t get that. I will never get that. Maybe I just need to move. Cause the men in my life ain’t shit and I can’t count on them for anything.

[xotere]

Cody has been sober for almost two weeks. Messaged me last night asking to see me. And today again. Idk.

[xotere]

I don’t deserve this. To feel this way. I’m so hurt and embarrassed.

[veganpussyy]

dont jokingly flirt with me ill think about it for a whole month

[xotere]

But sadly “we” had a miscarriage. Great. Thanks Cody for letting people ask me now. You got someone else pregnant when we were supposedly together. Smh.

[xotere]

[xotere]

I just want to know I’m valued and always appreciated. I want the love I give. I fucking hate this.

[xotere]

[xotere]

The valentines basket I got for Cody. I wonder if he still has the wallet. I can’t believe all the shit I do for anyone and I can’t even get the same in return. Like nothing.