Today I have cried because I didn't want to get up. Cried because I saw pictures of a girl on holiday with all her friends and I was jealous. Cried thinking of my ex. Cried because I was being pathetic. Cried because I had to put my bedding on. Cried because Harvey fell off the bed whilst I was putting the bedding on and I thought he'd hurt himself (he was fine thankfully). Finally, I managed to finish putting my bedding on and Harvey decided to get his own back for the fall by taking a dump right in the middle of it, causing the (hopefully) last cry of the night. Now I'm in bed (me And Harvey are friends again) and I've tried to make it cosy so I can relax. Also watching orange is the new black (I say watching but I don't think I've paid attention for about 3 episodes -_-). The theme tune used to make me feel sad and I couldn't watch it at all, but I stuck it on today for the first time and I was able to listen to the theme all the way through :). I must sound like such a saddo but it feels good to write this stuff down. I hope I feel better tomorrow.
