You should have just known.
You're my bestfriend. My defender. My confidant. My sister.
You were supposed to know everything about me.
Supposed to be able to just know.
What I like, what i dislike, my favorite music, what annoys me, and what doesn't because i told you everything about me just like i know how you also maybe did. You were supposed to know what made me uncomfortable and what makes me open up. You claim that you don't want anything to come between our friendship, so then you should've known.
I spoke highly of you, maybe too highly. To the point where people would get annoyed with me every time i brought you up, but I didn't care because you're my best friend and it would be a shame for them to now know you.
But i cant help but sometimes wonder if you do the same for me. Do you also bring me up every chance you get like how i do? Do you also talk about how I'm your best friend? Talk about how you love me dearly? Because i do. I absolutely might've told you too much about me, but were you even actually listening or did you hear everything and you just chose to ignore it?
I would've never put you in the position you put me in because
I would have known.