#butidocare

[xoxocash]

You should have just known.

You're my bestfriend. My defender. My confidant. My sister.

You were supposed to know everything about me.

Supposed to be able to just know.

What I like, what i dislike, my favorite music, what annoys me, and what doesn't because i told you everything about me just like i know how you also maybe did. You were supposed to know what made me uncomfortable and what makes me open up. You claim that you don't want anything to come between our friendship, so then you should've known.

I spoke highly of you, maybe too highly. To the point where people would get annoyed with me every time i brought you up, but I didn't care because you're my best friend and it would be a shame for them to now know you.

But i cant help but sometimes wonder if you do the same for me. Do you also bring me up every chance you get like how i do? Do you also talk about how I'm your best friend? Talk about how you love me dearly? Because i do. I absolutely might've told you too much about me, but were you even actually listening or did you hear everything and you just chose to ignore it?

I would've never put you in the position you put me in because

I would have known.

[howilostallmyfs-blog]

#100GratefulDays, Day 84 (yesterday): Another miserable day! I think it was partially gluten detox from my diet cheating the last couple weeks, sheeesharooni, definitely not worth it. But my long-awaited hair supplies arrived, including this teeny whisk! Squee! Looking forward to having fun playing hairdresser sometime soon, it's so silly but this hobby (DIY hair) has helped get me through some hard times. It's the small things, eh?? #purplehairdontcare #butidocare #loveiteven

[hooldmeecloosee]

aunque no te conozca.

quiero contarte por adelantado que nunca me he enamorado,                         ni he perdido la cabeza por alguien.                                                               puedes decirme si será verdad que tengo un corazón de piedra? como todo el mundo comenta.                                                                                         puedes decirme si será que no tengo permitido amarte?.                             puedes decirme si será que no se como hacerlo?.                 

el porque me persigue y no me deja.            

me han dicho que soy yo quien no lo permito. y si tengo miedo?.                pues ahora que lo pienso, quizás de eso se trata todo. tengo miedo. miedo a que me hieras? no lo creo. miedo a que me dejes cuando me conozcas? puede ser.                                                                                                     pero mi mayor miedo es enamorarme y terminar por dañarte y perderte. porque prefiero mil veces salir herida que ser la que hiere.

por eso aunque no te conozca. prefiero ser yo quien llore y no tú . prefiero mil veces no enamorarme ni enamorarte. a hacerte sufrir. prefiero privarme de lo maravilloso que todos dicen que me pierdo. a perderte porque se que algún día pasará. y no soy pesimista, solo realista.

si te llegara a conocer créeme que haría hasta lo imposible por evitarte, por que prefiero mil veces no hablarte antes de dañarte.

quizás todo esto es un tanto confuso, pero es lo que quisiera decirte si pudiera.

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[hazeltail]

I just have way too much hair, I can barely out it up #hair #longhair #butidocare #messybun

[doubleaferrealz-blog]

Loving my fresh highlights 💁🏼#fresssssh #lighthairdontcare #butidocare #loveit #blonde

[hellomaddi]

The wind is intense today #longhair #butidocare