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Spiritual Chills and How to Understand Them

Have you ever been having a conversation with someone, and suddenly experienced chills, or gotten goosebumps?

Or maybe you’ve been sitting meditating in the sunshine, or just thinking about something and feeling perfectly warm, but you’ve gotten the shivers? If you have experienced either of these, you’ve likely experienced ‘Spiritual Chills’.

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A Hot Spot on Jupiter

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Dreams pt 3

                                             The Mother-in-law Suite 

I call this place the mother in law suite bc when this dream was happening I was here at my house now i currently live in the mother in law suite. The house which will be called The Mother In Law Suite was a white tiny homes tower, it looked like a normal sized house on the outside though. It was also surrounded by a white brick wall off to the right hand side when looking at the door, and through the door looking out on the second level you can see a hammock in the trees out front. But in this dream I wasn’t supposed to go up in there or any where near it even though it was on out property. naturally I did it any way. I climbed all throughout this strange tower like home feeling as if I was playing “What remains of Edith Finch” again. eventually I found another book in a secret passage. I didn’t know what it was for so I just left it there and snuck out again. In my dream i spent a  lot of time up there partially enjoying the alone time but also looking at the book. I blank on what happens in the dream after this point really but I remember right before waking up that i was racing up the tower away from something chasing me and i knew i had to get the book in order to stop what was happening. I woke up before finishing the dream sadly

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Dreams pt 2

(In the first drawing its the side of the temple where I exited out of and if you were to walk to the right you would then end up in frame 2. Which is what I did and the small red “x” is where I was standing b4 being picked up and the large pink one is where the creature stood holding me in its arms. The green arrow is the direction it came from in relation to the sunset)

So the story continues, when I think about crazy dreams one specific one to this day comes to mind first. I don’t remember a lot of this dream it was rather short. From what I do remember though I was running through this pyramid like temple away from this native tribe that looks furious w me. As I exit the building that is when I realize its shaped like a pyramid is, there's a walk way that leads to the “U” shaped platform opening towards the ocean. As soon as I talk this in and i understand what I’m looking at, off in the distance I see the surface of the ocean start the ripple and split as something from the depths began to come towards the surface at alarming speeds. From what I remember when this “monster” broke the surface it came straight up to me at the base of the “U” and it scooped me up in its arms. It look like a mix of a lizard, crossed w a sea monster, w the feathers of a bird and it was rainbow/blue-green. This part is where it gets foggy and I don’t remember a lot of details , but I know the creature told me its name (I believe it starts w a “S” or a “K”), and it gave me some advice I know it wanted me to remember. At this point our conversation is cut short bc the native tribe people who were chasing me finally caught up w me. Except instead of attacking me they went straight for the creature as if it was evil. As they ran at us the creature said something to me, set me down, and then disappeared into the sea. the moment my feet hit the ground my first thought was, “protect the creature”, and w that I ran straight at the group of people waving their spears in the sky. I did some parkour or some shit and slipped back into the exit and began to run through the temple again leading the angry mob away from my new friend. 

Hindsight: Now seeing as how I’m spiritualistic, naturally I want to think its something meaningful and possibly prophetic. Sadly its more often horses not zebras, but based on the way I reacted to save the creature and they way I remember it embracing me as I was in its arms part of me as if it is. Naturally I did research w what info I can remember, but nothing that sounded even remotely familiar came up. From time to time I have repeating dreams, so idk about you, but I sure hope I go back to see my friend again.

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Dreams

I’ve always had the strangest dreams both irl, and when I sleep. I once played so much “Viva Piñata: Party Animals” that when I was dreaming I was still if 3rd person camera. As if I was still laying it and not asleep, that’s not the strangest part though. I had to run the course in game as this character until I won. However the moment I won I was transported to this weird water park where 90% of this room was filled w water, and in the water were ofc sharks that would attack me if I stayed in the water for too long. In this part of my dream i had to build up enough speed while going down this massive water slide so that when I shot out of the tub it would shoot me through a hole in the wall opposite said tube. i wish I could say that was the end of it but it just keeps going; once I was through the hole I landed on top this super steep hill that I had to ride this bike, it looked almost exactly like my mountain bike I had as a kid, it was freaky. In order to move to the next area in my dream I had to ride the bike down this steep hill and jump the trench that was bellow me. Sounds easy enough right? Guess again, I had died about 3-4 times dealing w the sharks, but I died 6 times trying to land this bike. either by not getting enough speed and landing in the trench or by getting too much speed and eating ass on the landing. Call bullshit if you like about me dying in my sleep seeing as I’m still alive and all those dumb stories we all heard as kids, but it was really like dying. It was as if i had it the reset button in a game after watching myself die. It was a strange moment in “time”. Anyways, continuing on to the last part of my dream. After finally landing the bike I noticed that I landed in some weird mushroom village. Thinking about it the best way to describe it was a 3D version of a toad village from Mario Bros mixed w a Smurf village. All the buildings and plants, streams etc, were small as if they were made for Smurfs but it had the colors and art style from Mario. I spent what felt like 2 days in this village. I think one time i even fell asleep under a mushroom. But to get out of this place I had to get access to this book that was in on of the mushroom houses. i spent “hours” at this point bc for the life of me I couldn’t figure out how to make the mushroom grow so that i could get inside. This book was essentially a way to travel to and from the “real” world and the world from my dream. It was kinda like the scale/rock from Drago Tales or Hermaeus Mora’s black books. In the end I found this watering can on a shelf near the stream. I used that to water the mushroom house and within seconds it was 3 times its size and I was able to leave and wake up finally.

To this day this is by far one of the weirder dreams I’ve had, its just the tip of the ice berg though. But as far as my crazy real life dreams go? I wanna be a sex and relationship therapist and a streamer, so that’ll be an interesting combo

[xoxomisschaos]

I can provide a rough (very bad) drawing of what the other areas looked like if anyone wants to know, but the map this dream started out on was a mix between the winter one and the one where you start off in this super advanced modern tech place.I’ll provide those picture too if I find them

[seabeck]

So many wildflowers, I could sit here all day

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Dreams

I’ve always had the strangest dreams both irl, and when I sleep. I once played so much “Viva Piñata: Party Animals” that when I was dreaming I was still if 3rd person camera. As if I was still laying it and not asleep, that's not the strangest part though. I had to run the course in game as this character until I won. However the moment I won I was transported to this weird water park where 90% of this room was filled w water, and in the water were ofc sharks that would attack me if I stayed in the water for too long. In this part of my dream i had to build up enough speed while going down this massive water slide so that when I shot out of the tub it would shoot me through a hole in the wall opposite said tube. i wish I could say that was the end of it but it just keeps going; once I was through the hole I landed on top this super steep hill that I had to ride this bike, it looked almost exactly like my mountain bike I had as a kid, it was freaky. In order to move to the next area in my dream I had to ride the bike down this steep hill and jump the trench that was bellow me. Sounds easy enough right? Guess again, I had died about 3-4 times dealing w the sharks, but I died 6 times trying to land this bike. either by not getting enough speed and landing in the trench or by getting too much speed and eating ass on the landing. Call bullshit if you like about me dying in my sleep seeing as I’m still alive and all those dumb stories we all heard as kids, but it was really like dying. It was as if i had it the reset button in a game after watching myself die. It was a strange moment in “time”. Anyways, continuing on to the last part of my dream. After finally landing the bike I noticed that I landed in some weird mushroom village. Thinking about it the best way to describe it was a 3D version of a toad village from Mario Bros mixed w a Smurf village. All the buildings and plants, streams etc, were small as if they were made for Smurfs but it had the colors and art style from Mario. I spent what felt like 2 days in this village. I think one time i even fell asleep under a mushroom. But to get out of this place I had to get access to this book that was in on of the mushroom houses. i spent “hours” at this point bc for the life of me I couldn’t figure out how to make the mushroom grow so that i could get inside. This book was essentially a way to travel to and from the “real” world and the world from my dream. It was kinda like the scale/rock from Drago Tales or Hermaeus Mora’s black books. In the end I found this watering can on a shelf near the stream. I used that to water the mushroom house and within seconds it was 3 times its size and I was able to leave and wake up finally.

To this day this is by far one of the weirder dreams I’ve had, its just the tip of the ice berg though. But as far as my crazy real life dreams go? I wanna be a sex and relationship therapist and a streamer, so that’ll be an interesting combo

[arcusxx]

photography by Zach Nichols

magical land

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POV: you're the spider in m shower

“Shes back again?! Please tell me she's not here to cry again, when she ugly cries she ugly cries man ugh I hate watching it, its like a train wreck