Harry & Louise || It's complicated
Louise had always been more naïve of nature. She had not seen through the odd invitation of her parents and mister Osborn. Just like Caspar said she suspected that it was about a business deal and that their children were just a practical pawn as they had been so often to arrange contact between the two families.Â
Louise had not expected for Harry to take her breath away when she laid eyes on him for the first time since eight years. It was funny and odd how you could still recgonize someone while they had changed so much and yet still somewhere were exactly the same. It was different than seeing him in the magazines. Seeing him in flesh and blood was almost like encountering a movie star that you had before only watched in movies.Â
He had grown from a boy into a man and he was a strange kind of handsome. Not like a superheroe handsome, but the mysterious kind. The kind that made you wonder what was behind that charming smile and those deadly green eyes.
As he spoke her name it was like he was calling her from the yard once again. Louise, he would say. And she knew he would have thought of a new brilliant game they could play. She wondered if he still remembered their childhood memories as vividly as she did.
She shivered for a moment as he took her hand. As he pressed his cold lips upon it she could hear Caspar huff almost inaudiable, as if he would allow someone touching his girl for only this time. She met Harry’s eyes for only a brief moment. The same eyes she had known since he was a boy. Full of mischief and secrets that he might or might not share with her.Â
"It is a pleasure to see you again mister Osborn," she greeted him a little breathless.
As Caspar greeted him he seemed to have let go of Harry kissing his sisters hand, and greeted him cheerful as he always was.Â
Louise couldn’t keep her eyes from him, it was like he was a statue that had come to life and she didn’t know when he would freeze and disappear out of her life forever again. He still intimidated her.She realized this and thought herself silly for even considering this but she could not help herself. She remembered how he once had locked both of them into a dark closet for two hours, so she would learn to no longer be afraid of the dark. Their parents couldn’t find them and were furious when they finally appeared but Harry never seemed to be shaken up by anything. It was almost as if she expected him to lure her to the dark corners of the house again. His eyes were like those of a siren the way he looked at her, calling her away from her safe haven.
It was Mister Osborn’s voice who woke her up from her dellusional thoughts. They followed him and Harry to dining room. They took the places they had always taken when the had dinner at the Osborn’s. Even though it had been years, no one seemed to have forgotten it. Louise took her seat next to Caspar and across Harry. Her feet acidentally touched his under the table as she sat down. She looked up at him apologetic as she sat up straight, flaring the napkin over her lap.Â
"Now the ‘I bought the bigger present game’ is going to start," Caspar whispered in her.Â
Louise had almost forgotten it was the ocassion of her and Harry’s birthday that they were here.
"I’m sure they will save that til after dinner," she whispered back at him with a smile.Â
The first course was being served and the polite brainless chitchat could begin.Â
"Have you been back long Harry?" she asked him while carefully cutting her chicken on her plate.Â
If he would lure her into the closet now, they sure wouldn't be just sitting side by side for two hours. He tried to push away the dark thoughts that sprang to mind but he couldn't, and he decided to let them roam freely if he couldn't help them either way. It was not like she could see them.
He was still emerged knee-deep in the sinkhole that was his brain at the moment when she spoke again. He had been aimlessly stabbing his chicken - albeit still with the possessed grace he had acquired from a very early age onwards.
"Oh, no," he shook his head, carefully pushing some of the salad aside - he had never been fond of vegetables. Rich kid. Spoiled kid. "I have only returned two days ago, after the semester ended."
That he wasn't bound to go back to school - whether he wanted to or not - was left unsaid. He supposed that his father just hadn't been to pleased with his latest dalliance. He had made a game out of it to embarass them in silence - like only he could.
The models were in the magazines, yes - but the teachers, the boys, no, they weren't. They were mere gossip in the high class community, and perhaps that was why they had to marry now, to shut down the rumour mill.
"England has treated you fair," he told her. "Or perhaps it was just time. It has been such a while since we last saw each other."
It had been. Ages. He remembered her in his garden, a pink dress, quite filthy along the brim. Mud on her shoes. She had been looking at him. She didn't want to go.
"But it will take another year until I see you again,"Â she had said. And he had told her that it would be fine. That they would see each other many times - and it had been the one and only time that he had told her she didn't need him to be happy, if only to console her.
That year had stretched, expanded, lured them into adulthood. And now it was, what, five years, six... seven, and they were faced as childhood friends but they felt like strangers.












