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I’m happy that I’m don’t even care anymore. Thank you

Hey Nathan,

Never ko na-imagine na may mga pogi pala sa FB Dating. At lalo na, na may magmamatch sakin na katulad mo. Siguro kailangan mo talagang ma-injure para makilala mo ako. At kailangan ko ring masaktan para makilala kita.

Isn’t it funny? Hindi ka pala taga-Maynila. Pero kahit ganon, ang saya dahil nakilala kita sa panahong hindi ko naman talaga hinahanap ang kahit sino. I guess we don’t meet the right people at the wrong time—we just meet them when we’re meant to. And that time, I was supposed to meet you. To know you.

It was weird and wonderful that you existed. Parehas tayo nasa Pilipinas, same timezone, same signal coverage… pero andun ka sa Palawan. A place I’ve always wanted to see but never had the chance to. You know, we tried. I tried. And you did too.

I kept looking for signs. I kept choosing you. I really did like you.

I hope I made a good impression on you. And I hope I find a version of you in my future husband. Kasi ang daming “what if?”—what if ganito, what if ganyan? Pero maybe… what if talaga hindi?

Namimiss kita kahit isang beses lang tayo nagkita. Feel ko matutuwa sayo si Mec—baka ikaw pa lang yung lalaking approve sa kanya. Pero ayoko na ipilit. Kung tayo, eh ‘di tayo. Kaso ngayon, hindi ko yun makita.

Andito lang naman ako, kung bored ka na ulit. Pero gusto ko yung hindi naman naging tayo, pero yung pag-move on ko, parang ang tagal na kitang nakasama. Para kang si Isaac—wala kang ginawang masama. Hindi mo lang din ako pinili.

Kung mag-usap man tayo uli, then hello. Kung magkita man tayo uli, then hello.

But until then—goodbye, Songco.

Kailangan na kitang palayain. Tama na ang pagka-delulu ko sayo. Ang dami mo naman sigurong ibang chikababes dyan—ikaw pa ba?

It was nice knowing you.

Bye.