honey stood near the edge of the rooftop, gazing out at the city lights below as the party buzzed behind her. sheβd been making her rounds, chatting with a few of the other residents, but now she needed a little breatherβjust for a minute. it was weird, being filmed like this. part of her loved the attention, the idea that people might actually care about her life, but there was always that nagging awkwardness that came with the cameras. "i can't believe there are people out there actually interested in watching us in our day to day lives..." she mumbled to herself, glancing around, hoping to catch the attention of someone close to her to break the awkwardness of standing alone. "i wonder if theyβll edit out the part where i inevitably trip over my own feet later."