Insanity strikes even the most Pure

"Never used an Unforgivable Curse before, have you, boy? You need to mean them Potter! You need to really want to cause pain -- to enjoy it -- righteous anger won't hurt me for long -- I'll show you how it is done, shall I? I'll give you a lesson --" Bellatrix Lestrange. Independent Rp blog for Bellatrix Lestrange. Mun and Muse are of age. Nsfw content is likely. I track the tag: xtoujourspurx

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[unseenmockingjay]

to celebrate you guys, to thank you for getting to my next hundred, and to celebrate that spoopy season is upon up this giveaway will allow 1 person to win a new theme, and 5 people to win custom halloween icons for their muse! 

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[chillona-deactivated20200528]

*when you follow and talk to ppl for months and don't know their damn name*

Put your name in the tags.

[slytherrus-deactivated20170325]

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[pompineity-deactivated20151007]

She nodded once, waving her hand to gracefully request the same beverage her sister had. It was in her hand within seconds.  “ To freedom and a new perspective.    May your nights be only lonely when    you want them to be. ”

[xtoujourspurx]

“To Freedom, and I suppose a fruitful marriage to you.  I hope at least one of us makes it to through that horrible ‘complacent pureblood lady’ life Mother loved so much...”

[xtoujourspurx]

pompineity:

“ Optimism is a good colour on you. You    should wear it more often. ”

“Optimism?  I suppose, I’m more cocky non?”

[aurumolor]

xtoujourspurx gets a greeter because hello ~~~~ wow hi gay

She is much more than surprised to run in the woman.

More like uncomfortable. Unsettled. Not showing it in eyes as deep as the Marianas Trench. She clears her throat and tilts her head.

“Is there something I can do for you?”

[xtoujourspurx]

“Perhaps if you have something that I desire.  If not I suggest you get out of my way.” 

[pompineity-deactivated20151007]

Narcissa giggled as though she were fifteen and talking about brainless boys in potions class again.  “ I know all about how open you are, Bella,   there’s no need to remind me. ” 

[xtoujourspurx]

“only to you my dear, who else would I trust with my devious ways?’

She giggled to herself then, snapping her fingers to summon one of the many house elves hissing out darkly as she called for a glass of fire whiskey barely acknowledging the cretin as it hastily obeyed - a glass appearing in her hand. 

“Care to drink to my new found status?”

[pompineity-deactivated20151007]

“ That’s a little auspicious of you to say so soon,    wouldn’t you agree? ”

[xtoujourspurx]

“I wouldn’t go so far as to say that Cissa~”

[thesecondblackbrother-deactivat]

xtoujourspurx

“Okay, I’ll be right back.“ Regulus tried not to think about the kiss as he apperated away, it was just how Bella was. Crazy and uncontrollable, which was why she was his favorite out of his cousins. When he came back he was sweating slightly, Lestrange was a good dueler that was for sure but Regulus was a Black.

[xtoujourspurx]

She smiled faintly to her self sitting in Regulus’ house awaiting the news from her little cousin smile as she looked at the sweating form as he appeared back into their house “Fire whiskey?”

[transvbstantiation-deactivated2]

The past tense wounded her more than anything. Would have killed. Loved. Her fingers trembled as she idly tried to find words. Her heart raced, her head swayed. The ice queen raged inside She ached and suddenly she felt like her whole world was one pinpoint moment.

“I love you. It’s not the past for me.” She hissed and held a hand over her throat, as if the words had betrayed her, before stepping back, before inching away.

“I’d let you kill me before I let this eat me alive.”

[xtoujourspurx]

She stops then looking upon the woman with a growl upon her lips stepping away to pace around the corridor as her anger persisted growing stronger as she waited about looking for anything to let out her rage.  She needed Cissy.  Yes... She needed Cissy to calm her down fully....

“Then go crawl in a hole and die.... I don’t care anymore.”

[xtoujourspurx]

“Infatuated with power the same way that you were infatuated with me?  I think that was the only thing you ever cared about was the power that you could get from sleeping with the most famous Death eater ever to slip passed Azkaban for all her crimes.  I think you only cared because I gave you the power to do what you please while just being nice to you for no reason other than I thought you were an interesting Slytherin who was always hiding behind those who were never as good as her.  You used me to feel so much better about yourself…..”

Anger permeated her entire being as she looked upon her, eyes shining with anger while she let her words soak in. 

“For years…. I let you stay close to me.  I protected you… cared for you.  Gave you anything your heart desired and yet… YOU FUCKING LEFT ME LIKE HER WHEN I WAS THERE!”

She shook losing her cool.

“I was there.  I was always there.”

[transvbstantiation-deactivated2]

“Was that so? Did I fancy your power more than your affection? Did my ice not melt every time you doted on me, but did a new frost form in pride? Ah, compare me, do please, to someone I know nothing of more than idle talks of from history, Bellatrix.” 

She is shaking, she is trying, very hard, to keep her voice from cracking. Years she has taught herself not to crack.

“I honestly wanted to beg your help, but what in Merlins name would that have done? Did I honestly believe you’d fight my parents to untie me from a union I didn’t want? Were I supposed to assume you were going to save me? Were you there when my mother arrived to take me home, holding a dress she’d picked up for me?”

“I’m not sorry it happened. I’m sorry you think I’m anything like another person.”

[xtoujourspurx]

Muscle quiver as she looked upon the girl that she seemed to be in love with before growling darkly losing whatever cool she had maintained for that long fists colliding with the wall nearest the woman’s head.  

“I WOULD HAVE KILLED FOR YOU I would have ripped them to shreds at the mere MENTION of you’re need.” 

Her voice broke, and cracked with the level of anger that she held within her that was released finally after so long.  Two betrayls though which was worse she had no idea - her first love had shattered her... but did not break her... and her last with one so much her junior ... Would fate be so cold as to have this one kill her? Break her into a million pieces? Ruin her far worse than any war had?

“THEY WOULD NOT HAVE dared go against a FUCKING BLACK! THE HEIR TO THE FUCKING THRONE OF BLACK.  I OWN THE WIZARDING WORLD.... THE PURE BLOODS ARE AT MY FINGERTIPS.”

Slowly she pulled a hand from the wall shaking as she tried to keep herself from physically attacking the girl who stood almost a head shorter than her.

“I loved you.... and now I could care less if you died.”

[transvbstantiation-deactivated2]

“Not worth having around? My own personal enjoyment? I was infatuated with power, and for once someone showed me much more than power. You showed me attention. I honestly believed you cared. But there is much more in life, what would I have done, told my mother and father no, please disown me, leave me to rot, I’ve fallen for a professor I have no evidence feels the same?”

 She hissed words and gripped her robes to remind her this was real, happening. 

“Perhaps I’m the pitiful one, gods. I fancied the idea for years that once I had what I wanted, revenge on those who muzzled me for years, I could be free. Perhaps it’s better I go back to muzzles. But quite alright, Professor Black, charge me as traitorous as your sister. I didn’t love my husband, I never once gave him love or kindness. The way I treated you, he never saw an ounce of.“

“But you’re right. I am coldhearted. Iced to the very last valve. Since birth, I’ve been told.”

[xtoujourspurx]

“Infatuated with power the same way that you were infatuated with me?  I think that was the only thing you ever cared about was the power that you could get from sleeping with the most famous Death eater ever to slip passed Azkaban for all her crimes.  I think you only cared because I gave you the power to do what you please while just being nice to you for no reason other than I thought you were an interesting Slytherin who was always hiding behind those who were never as good as her.  You used me to feel so much better about yourself.....”

Anger permeated her entire being as she looked upon her, eyes shining with anger while she let her words soak in. 

“For years.... I let you stay close to me.  I protected you... cared for you.  Gave you anything your heart desired and yet... YOU FUCKING LEFT ME LIKE HER WHEN I WAS THERE!”

She shook losing her cool.

“I was there.  I was always there.”

[pompineity-deactivated20151007]

“ Ah yes, but the difference between us is that I’d keep it to myself. ”

[xtoujourspurx]

“Well, i was never good at keeping things to myself... unless I thought them to be mine to keep....”

A sly smile decorated her face then, looking at her beautiful little sister.  

[transvbstantiation-deactivated2]

Play?

If you think I have just been playing, oh dear. What do you think I thought of you as, I think of you as?

[xtoujourspurx]

“You think of me the same as .... The same way as Andy did! You used me for your own enjoyment for years and then decided I wasn’t worth having around anymore.  Poor deranged Bella not worth what a pig could spit in the eyes of everyone who sees her.  So yes.... I know exactly what Kind of game that you’ve been playing with me Privett.... Gods... perhaps calling you a Weasley was an insult to them... Even they aren’t as cold hearted to destroy me on this level.”

Insanity gleamed in her eyes as she looked at the red haired woman shaking slightly, her unfragile mind unhinging the more she stayed within the others presence.  She needed to get away... She needed to get far away from her before she hurt the girl or worse.  Cissy wouldn’t be happy with her if she lost her cool and killed one of her old students.  She had barely stayed out of Azkaban this last time... 

[transvbstantiation-deactivated2]

not like I wanted to spend six years with a man like him, I wanted- no, nevermind that. I got what I wanted, the people who made me who I am got what they deserved. That’s life.

[xtoujourspurx]

Then perhaps you should leave me be - I’m tired of dealing with those who would rather play than be serious. 

[pompineity-deactivated20151007]

“ And you say I’m the odd one. ”

[xtoujourspurx]

“Cissy you’d feel the same if you were chained to Rod.”