“Commitment issues aren’t cute They are not tall girls with rough edges who drink more alcohol than you They are not girls who are perfectly okay with your absence and who won’t say I love you right away or expect anything from you. It’s fear, it’s feeling connections greater than the stars and running away. You’ll look over the morning after and she won’t be there, she never is You’ll crave affection and hugging and staying but she’ll giggle and say you’re an idiot You’ll want to say I love you But you’re too afraid She wants to tell you she loves you But she’s not ready. It’s self consciousness and worrying and “I’m just not ready” It’s never moving forward It’s never moving back It’s just standing there aware of your whole body like you’re on display and it’s painful and it’s feeling bad and it’s feeling hurt and embarrassment and there’s nothing you can do.”
— I’m sorry I never stay -hg
