The Reality @xvena - Tumblr Blog

I’d lie awake looking at the ceiling.. tossing and turning at night waking up daily running away from that feeling. The feeling of not being alive or maybe just lost, the feeling of being depressed the feeling of the anxious, only to be going right back in the night curled up in bed asking god to take away this feeling but I lay there crying and screaming just for it to be a vicious cycle. Over and over again... do I deserve this? How do I end this? Do I end me?

#depression #anxiety #death #crying #self worth

I can’t get angry at you for not loving me when the mirror in my room knows that pain all too well. It has hung before me and has heard more “I hate you’s more than my fucking hands could count.

ryan-sometimes

Sensory overload is such a weird feeling to describe. In a nutshell, sound is attacking me.

uselesssbaby

get u a girl that sleeps with stuffed animals(me)

viinnttaaggee

it takes years to learn the difference between who to let go and who to be patient with. the same way it takes years to know what you deserve and what you don’t. so hang on there, growth and experience come with time.

tellyjpg

i really wish everyone had good hearts and good intentions for others. honestly.

day-dreamersclub

i pray that aug, sep, oct, nov and dec are all months full of growth, blessings, productivity, new doors open and opportunities

thefinefriend

i would like to get my titty sucked in a photobooth by the love of my life

aspenonthecoast

Just so we’re all clear on where I stand: Black lives matter, trans women are women, trans men are men, nonbinary people are beautiful, asexual/aromantic folks have a place in the LGBTQ community, Queer is not a dirty word, and being “anti fascist” is a moral position, not a political one.