Back here again…
Used to go by xb0nes-throwx if you remember me, you’re probably old like I am. Started 3Dblr in the spring of 2010.
Idk if none will follow me or not, I don’t really care, I’m not likely to respond to messages.
Using this place as an accountability measure.
Summer of 2023 I was around 120 lbs, I started gaining weight again after I turned to binging to handle a traumatic event.
My new boyfriend is amazing and treats me well, but while crying yesterday about a lack of intimacy, he told me I was too fat and it was turning him off. I understand, I gained almost 70 lbs this year. It’s fucking despicable. That’s why I’m back. I want to marry this man, but I won’t force him to stay with a disgusting fat pig of a woman, he deserves a dainty princess.
My lowest weight was about 90lbs in the summer of 2011. After recovery, I maintained about 120 - 130. I gained a ton of weight after high school, skyrocketing to 215 lbs. I worked to get that weight off and keep it off and maintained about 130-140.
I’m fed up with my body and my reliance on food. I want to get down to 110 lbs (wish I could go lower, but my body becomes so bad and unhealthy any lower).
Im going to try and post daily and take regular pictures. TW $h will be present from scars but also fresh.
