You are my ocean and I'm drowning

Carissa Ellyn. Twenty-nine. Feminist. She/Her. Learning to be okay again.

[xxcommand]

[midsummerafternoon]

xanaofficial: snippet of a little poem turned song about reconnecting with my first love years and years later (August 3, 2024)

[midsummerafternoon]

i could be a better kind of best friend - xana (x)

[safeandsound]

SO BREAK ALL MY SHIT! INCITE A RIOT! GO PLAY THE VICTIM, BABE - I HOPE THEY BUY IT! DRY YOUR ALLIGATOR TEARS, YOU CAN'T LEAVE 'EM HERE! YOU WANTED LOVE SONGS? BEGGARS CAN'T BE CHOOSERS DEAR! NOW I'M STONE COLD - IT'S FUCKING TRAGIC! I NEVER LOVED YOU, NO, JUST THE DAMAGE! FIND MYSELF LOOKING BACK ... A BIT MORE THAN I SHOULD ... IT WASN'T ALL BAD ... IT WASN'T THAT GOOD!!!

[osblainendgame]

he’s picking fights and locks and forget-me-nots and i’m counting to ten in the parking lot i let myself in the lost and found box maybe in the summer i can brush the dust off ticking slows, am i ghost? he said “this is how it goes” all i ever wanted was to prove i’m worthy such a high price for the way he hurt me could never understand am i really that pretty when i’m deadpan? i curse your name when lovers reach out there’s one thing i can’t talk about it hurts again can’t call my friends they rolled their eyes said i shoulda known better i can’t live like this forever i can’t live like this forever gaslight myself under circumstance did i make it all up? was it really that bad? i can’t live like this forever i can’t live like this forever !!!!!!

[midsummerafternoon]

if she's everything you want the hell are you still doing here? - GIRLSGIRL, xana (x)

[mercylie]

xana — confidential music video.

you know how i like all my women unattainable and forbidden i know better yet i still give in

do not repost/reuse gifs or claim as your own.

[sheholdsyoucaptivated]

[phantomrose96]

Gosh I’d love to give it a try. It’s just so hard to find the time with all the *describes a daily schedule that is 65% dilly-dallying*

[flutterbvnny]

i can form normal attachments okay i just don’t feel like it rn

[northecoolest69]

the concept of your uncle playing roblox during his divorce

[yourdailyqueer]

Scene Queen / RØSÉ

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Bisexual

DOB: 6 May 1997

Ethnicity: White - American

Occupation: Singer, songwriter, musician

Note: Has ADHD, bipolar disorder and a condition called Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome (POTS).

[xxcommand]

jfc

trying to use mobile tumblr is a fucking nightmare

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

actually i’m going to keep trying

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

half-assed is better than not assed at all. put as much energy as you can into things even if it seems like a small amount.

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

reblog to reassure the next person who reads this that everything is going to be okay and it’s all going to get easier soon

[feifalik]

Shoes of the Countess Erdödy, worn at the coronation of Emperor Karl I of Austria as King of Hungary, 30 December 1916. Photo by Madame d’Ora, Museum für Kunst und Gewerbe Hamburg