my tptmsona concept except i’m eating mochi ice cream (LONG POST WARNING!!!) (i don’t know what i’m doing sorry.)
I REALLY WANNA SAY THAT I AM NOT TRYING TO MAKE AN EDGEY OC!!! I JUST WANNA CONCEPTUALISE MY EMOTIONS IN SOME WAY!!!
by the way i will delete this post if everyone hates this. i’m pretty proud of this post tho
i put everything below the cut so you can scroll past if u wanna,,
ok,,, also warning,,, i’m inexperienced in making an actual good story so please help me and give me constructive criticism…. and things i need to change and why-
moots who don’t know tptm or people who do and is wondering why i’m making actual trash: i wanted to maybe have a character to act as a comfort character???i don’t know…. i like making things based on me.
also this is worded really weird and somewhat inconsistent because i’m stupid. i’m sorry you can unfollow me if u want
@funfetzi i KNOW you wanna see my tptm oc/sona but i DIDN’T design him yet in full 😭😭 BUT I WILL LET YOU READ THIS + SHOW HIS LORE (KINDA!!!!)
basic info? not really the story stuff: it/he,,, my pronouns.., woah + bigender + lesbian (tAken by my gf’s tptmsona!!!!!!!!) autism adhd and undiagnosed chronic fatigue(?) (i have chronic fatigue but we don’t know yet what i have)
Confusion / Mystery / Unknown / Porcelain Girl
design stuff and why:
its a porcelain doll based person… based on that he really “breaks easily” and has mental episodes? idk what to call it, but i do have mental episodes where i do basically crash out and be extremely anxious, confused, and aggressive so i tried to explain that in the character
I will add a mask to it with cracks on the face of the mask so it represents my masking and the fact that, i might be a destructive person when my anger gets a hold of me, yes i’m admitting that, and thats the cracked part of the mask and why
he has memory issues and can’t remember much (like me, i can’t remember much sadly) so i somewhat wanted to make him based on memory and the thoughts and feelings that go with memory too.
actual story that leads up to the song but its a arrow chart:
traumatic event that happened to me irl that happens to it -> (years later/now) feelings of guilt and shame (song) -> makes friend group with 2 people who inspires it to get somewhat better mentally -> future song i’ll write when i’m older, when i’ve got in a better mental state??
i want to make this a series with me and my friends tptmsonas but i’m scared it’ll be interpreted as a “2 people depend on 1 person.” no its actually we all got inspired by each other to get better because thats how my friend group is like i think?
screaming crying throwing up can people send me more of their tptm oc carrds just looking at these cute ass deigns and sad lore n shit makes me want to bawl my euyes outy i need to draw all of them but i cant do that in 30 minutes help HELP help me.
screaming crying throwing up can people send me more of their tptm oc carrds just looking at these cute ass deigns and sad lore n shit makes me want to bawl my euyes outy i need to draw all of them but i cant do that in 30 minutes help HELP help me.
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