lotis.

devoted beyond death  †

[folklorestv]

# this is an actual thing freddie mercury said on camera in 1984

[gracelesstars]

Welcome to 2018, where we no longer care about the critical reception. 

[xxlotis]

Resignation Of The Economic Hitman

Wish Resign x Birth of the Economic Hitman

[thegoodvybe]

[wordsnquotes]

“One by one I drowned all the people I’d been.”

— Conor Oberst

[brambled]

house of leaves / tarkovsky 

[xxlotis]

there is too much unspoken

[xxlotis]

my first solo release ✖️✖️

it still haunts me

lotis.

(2018)

[xxlotis]

this

this this isn’t right it never was but you’ve got a dark side that  I love what did you want from me? I can’t see how I could be what you need it’s impossible to me cause it wasn’t my lips it wasn’t my touch it wasn’t my thighs clutching you at night when we fucked it wasn’t this some type of love that I’ve been handing out to anyone that made you want me all along it wasn’t this what do you want with this? I want you underneath my skin I thought you’d run from this but you wanted more you wanted more it wasn’t my lips it wasn’t my touch it wasn’t my thighs it wasn’t my touch it wasn’t this stay here in my dreams.. there’s too much you won’t want to know about me stay here in my dreams stay here in my dreams

[xxlotis]

hallucinations

I think of you all the time how could I forget? you haunt my soul you haunt my mind (I take another hit…) you stand alone I can feel the violence in your cold empty bones follow me I think you’re gonna swallow me whole you’re the ghost i need the most what if you never go? what if you never go? I feel you inside of my head I think that it’s all inside my head I think that it’s all inside my head I think that it’s all inside my head

[xxlotis]

nothing . no one .

you are lost so far below

I know I lost my home

‘cause it’s you

and you know it, too.

[xxlotis]

walls

you are lost so far below I know we can’t go back to this place ever again lost on the other side of all these walls that I’ve built to keep you out I’m so far below and you’re so far away you were home you were my home… say that it’s not over again lie to me, lie to me

[xxlotis]

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maybe I want to be destroyed.

[xxlotis]

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trying to hide it the best I can, but you know things never change

[xxlotis]

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and I could swear you were falling for me too

[xxlotis]

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(I’m driving you insane with my restless brain, but I can’t change)

[xxlotis]

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did I let that part of me die when you left?