Wilting

Want this be a comfort space again, not a space where I spent my darkest days. So I’m changing it! I love music, it's always been there for me not judging but helping. I am not glorifying self harm, self hate,anorexia, bulimia, suicide, etc. ...

[poetryforall]

[vampyre-mutagen]

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[pink-heart-writes]

[askyea-poesy]

You deserve to be in environments that bring out the softness in you, not the survival in you.

Brené Brown

[missinyouiskillingme]

[stardustfaeries-deactivated2014]

Notes to Thirteen Year Old Girls

When your best friend tells you all she had for breakfast Was a packet of Splenda and a Diet Coke, And she tells you that she’ll stop after she loses five more pounds, Do not believe her. Tell her mother. It does not matter how angry your friend gets. The pain of that will always be preferable to the pain Of seeing your best friend in four years Weighing as much as she does now Half-dead in the hospital.

When your father sneaks into your bed in the dead of the night, And he tells you that this is how fathers love their daughters, Do not believe him. Tell your English teacher. She will have read millions of stories of girls like you. There is a one in six chance that she will be a girl like you. There is a five in six chance that she will know what to say to you. There is a six in six chance that she will help you.

When your veins whisper to you in the moonlight And say that there are so many nightmares inside you That could be free If you would just open your arms, Do not believe them. Tell your school’s guidance counselor, No matter how scared you are Because whispers are liars, And opening your arms will only open the passage For more nightmares to climb in.

And when the therapists say that you are better, Totally better, And you don’t need to worry about the sadness again, Do not believe them. Always be cautious, because sadness has a way Of sneaking up on you When you’re not looking. Be careful. Be careful.

[kimsojeong]

[danger]

[danger]

[yourlocalmadlad]

sometimes i just want to break down and not get up again

[loicleclerc]

[suicideisthesolution]

I don't know how many times I survived myself without telling anyone.

-V. J.

[xxpeachiekitty]

It’s been a long time since I’ve had the itch and crave to sh but tonight my brother triggered me so bad. I’m feeling that scary loneliness. I’m feeling the realization of when my parents leave I am officially alone. I have no one but members that I may or may not talk to later on. I could spend the rest of my life alone and I’m scared. I feel so small and scared. I just really need to cry. I have no one to talk to. No one to let things out to. I hurt too I cry too I’m scared too I need help too not just you!!

I’m tired of thing right now maybe that’s why I’m feeling like this. I just want to leave right now and go somewhere else. I feel like i need to be away from here but I can’t…

[laurieaconley]

[laurieaconley]

Inktober 6: Bouquet

[nonentityjr]

[catcrumb]