lowk this seemed fun asf so im gonna do it ok? ok. ALSO IM ANSWERING THEM ALL IN ONE PLACE CUS IM LAZYYY
Day One: Describe your system. What kind of system, how big, anything you feel is a good introduction: idk what they mean by what kind, but we have about 18 members not counting unknown alters and the subsystem
Day Two: Who knows about your system? Who do you want to know? What do you feel like it’s like coming out as multiple?: my BEST buddy, and two of my system friends, as well as my plural sister and my mom and my therapist.. As well as a few singlet friends. i wish my teachers knew so i could get accommodations. and coming out was weird asf because i was basically forced to
Day Three: What are your thoughts on integration? Do you wish to integrate?: i don't think we'll ever integrate, but if it works for you, then go right ahead
Day Four: Are you or any of the others in a relationship in or out of the system? How does dating work for you if you do it?: OHH boy. four of my alters are dsting each toher (I and C, as well as S and Si both in separate relationships) but i don't plan on dsting anybody anytime soon.
Day Five: How often do you switch? How often do you lose time? Talk a little about what dissociation is like for you: we can have anywhere from 1-5 switches a day, and we usually don't 'lose' time, only getting greyout or emotional amnesia,, also i WOULDNT KNOW BECAUSE I DONT FUCKING REMEMBER
Day Six: How do you feel about talking about the trauma which created your condition? Do you like to write about it privately or publicly? Why?: im usually okay with talking about it to those close to me or if im forced to for therapy, but some things i really can't talk about because it WILL trigger someone to front.
Day Seven: How many parts do you know of in the system? How many know about each other?: 19 (6 in sub-sys), and we all are aware of eachother due to the apps we do to track things
Day Eight: How did you first discover you were plural? Was it before, after, or during diagnosis?: long story short, we were geeking tf out one night and we heard someone that wasn't there and we were like 'hey.. this isn't adding up..' and researched possession (im being for serious) and we saw an article about DID and we were like 'oh that makes a lot more sense actually'. Also we're only medically recognized unfortunately
Day Nine: What level of co-consciousness do you have? How do you feel your communication skills are within the system? How do you want to grow in those skills?
Day Ten: Have you ever done a system map? How extensively have you mapped your system?: we're working on a relationship map, but as far as im aware, we do not have a headspace to map
Day Eleven: How much control do you have over switches? Do you know of any specific things which cause specific alters to front?: i don't have even a teensy weensy bit of control over our switches, and for safety, we wont be sharing the last bit
Day Twelve: What’s the worst thing you’ve woken up to finding out your alter’s done? What’s the best?: we woke up and found out artalin relapsed more than once, and the best thing is a paper dragon one of them had made
Day Thirteen: Has anyone ever noticed you were multiple before you told them? Do animals seem to know the difference in your switches?: i don't think people noticed, but sometimes our cats act weirdly around us.. Only one of them, though
Day Fourteen: To whoever’s fronting; what’s your favorite item to have around when fronting? Is it yours or do you share with other alters in the system?: i personally LOVE our craft supplied, and we share it with everyone!
Day Fifteen: What song(s) do you relate to your DID?: we relate sugar pool by 'mom' (devi mccallion) to our DID!
Day Sixteen: Where, as a system, is the safest place for you? Why?: our room and with our friends, preferably on a call
Day Seventeen: Who’s an alter you’re interested in knowing more about or befriending? Which alter do you know best?: i really would like to know more about either Derek or Fear, they really don't tell us much about themselves even in their SP profiles. And i think i probably know scag more out of everyone
Day Eighteen: What’s your least favorite misconception or common misinformed fact spread about Dissociative Identity Disorder?: that its just an alter disorder. theres SO much more to it but people are buttheads and don't understand that
Day Nineteen: Have you ever met another multiple offline? Tell us about it: NOPE! other than our sister, we haven't met another system that we know about
Day Twenty: Do you have a favorite book or TV show about or including DID?: i don't really know any,,,
Day Twenty-One: Tell us about your persecutor(s), protector(s), and gatekeeper(s): we don't have any of those in our system, but we have an anger holder and used to have a caregiver because he went dormant. Our anger holder is an introject of the character Itrapped, and he also functions as a cleanlifronter (which basically means he cleans the body & the systems room/house), and our caregiver was an introject of a character named 007n7, who also went to school for us.
Day Twenty-Two: Tell us about your littles: OH boy. we have 3, so we'll make a section for each!
bluudud: bluudud has only front3d once, so theres not much to say about him, but hes VERY easy to know about when he is in front. in our mind, when he's speaking, his voice is very distinct, which is how we found out about him in the first place, and he's extremely competitive.
micha: micha LOVES purple, and mainly fronts when whoever is currently fronting needs to be cheered up. He encouraged us to do things we either used to and/or still enjoy, and will do them himself if everyone else refuses to.. though we did give away his rainbow loom. Sorry!
brandon: its hard to tell between him and brandon, but a telltale sign is him asking to watch mlp! yes, very silly, i know. his voice is similar to Michas, which is why its hard to tell them apart.
Day Twenty-Three: Do you have an inner world? If so, who can access it? What’s it like?: nope! our subsystem does, though.. Somehow
Day Twenty-Four: Have you ever dealt with denial? What helps you work through it?: YES! we constantly do, but we usually just had to say 'hey, what if we DONT have DID' to our BETS buddy and they'll snap us out of it
Day Twenty-Five: When did you first hear about Dissociative Identity Disorder? Was it before or after you discovered your plurality? In what context did you hear about it?: we heard about it on tumblr originally, which was before we found out we were a system. it was in the context of one of those 'funnier as a __' accounts
Day Twenty-Six: What aspect of DID do you find most challenging in daily life?: definitely the memory loss! for example; scag took a math test for us, and BOMBED it, and we'll have zero idea how.
Day Twenty-Seven: What do you think the biggest differences between living as a singlet and living as a person with DID are?: the alters. People experience amnesia and dissociation, but they'll never really truly know how it feels to live with alters unless they have a CDD
Day Twenty-Eight: Share a memory of one of a different alter fronting which you’ve either been told about by them or by another friend: apparently, puso had fucked up my best friends coffee in a game called 'demonology', which if a example they ALWAYS USE WHENEVER IM IN DENIAL
Day Twenty-Nine: How do your alters like to express themselves on a daily basis?: they usually express themself using more discreet methods, like art, handwriting, or typing styles/quirks
Day Thirty: What’s one last thing you feel should be written about after answering all of that? Talk about whatever you want: uhh idk!
