john

i crave die

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oxytocin nasal spray could fix me

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i do understand why so many people choose to enter the 27 club

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every day i gotta grapple with likely dying alone and it just gets harder and harder

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kill the loverboy in me before he kills me first

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i got nothing bro

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perpetual state of dysphoria

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wish fulfillment manga but make it hit too close to home

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being w her was the only relationship i chose instead of just going along with

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been feeling utterly empty and nothing i do seems to come close to fulfilling me

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i am not and i will never be free from the weight of the living

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dude who’s never gotten over his ex: yeah modern dating apps seem like hell I just don’t know why someone’s would go through that

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I have a herculean amount of self control for not messaging her bc it's been a frequent desire but I'd rather just suffer in silence instead of making her feel bad

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not name dropping but man I should read this manga bc its somewhat similar to my case

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i miss when i thought of myself as human, worthy of loving and being loved, and having a future

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friend keeps bugging me about how i should try to start seeing someone else but id feel guilty as all hell being in a relationship with the way i have been