Relaxed And Floated Into Space

Here are my hands Here are my faults Here are my plans And here are my nasty little thoughts I'm throwing them down for you to contemplate

[weltenwellen]

Vladimir Nabokov, Ada or Ardor

[henrytheeighth]

asserting dominance by playing bad folk punk in the car with the windows down

[guitarplayermrs]

[baphometiscomic]

Keep reading

[positiveupwardspiral]

[xyoumakemesick33x]

I'm literally going to implode. I feel sick to my stomach.

[etherealghostdoll]

me trying to enjoy something: ☻

my brain: you can’t enjoy this because you aren’t skinny

me: ☹

[s-e-c-r-e-t-t-s]

[peepeepoopoopeeagain-deactivate]

I just wish the time to stop, I just need more time. More time to change, more time to feel, more time to get better.

I’m lost and the clock is ticking, I’m lost and I’m hurting.

[wishing-for-deathx]

I am not capable of healing. Every single thing that has hurt me and caused me pain or broken me in some profound way has distorted into this wound that bleeds at the slightest touch

[ihat3ev3rything]

Maybe we feel empty because we left pieces of ourselves in everything we used to love.

[literally-made-of-doom]

I just want my brain to stop screaming at me.

[wishing-for-deathx]

I just feel so defeated right now. Don’t know what to say to anyone anymore. I’m not okay, it hurts. I had a breakdown. All these sentences can’t seem to do justice to what I feel now. I feel defeated in life, with my body, with the things that have plagued me my entire life. I’m defeated and I can’t get back up. Music isn’t sad enough. Substances aren’t numbing enough. Good things aren’t a thing anymore. The degree of hopeless I exist with isn’t something any person can survive with.

[xyoumakemesick33x]

Why is it that every guy I've ever dated has been literal scum. Every single one of em lmaoo

[xyoumakemesick33x]

I am simply going to kill myself 😌

[wishing-for-deathx]

I just feel so defeated right now. Don’t know what to say to anyone anymore. I’m not okay, it hurts. I had a breakdown. All these sentences can’t seem to do justice to what I feel now. I feel defeated in life, with my body, with the things that have plagued me my entire life. I’m defeated and I can’t get back up. Music isn’t sad enough. Substances aren’t numbing enough. Good things aren’t a thing anymore. The degree of hopeless I exist with isn’t something any person can survive with.

[weird-sad-bitch]

I am soo fucking tired of my life