Midnight Sun - Stephenie Meyer
Okay, I have now calmed down from my Twilight-induced tantrum from two days ago, so now I can talk about the reason I subjected myself to these book again, Midnight Sun.
Now, a tiny amount of internet history, for those of you who didn't know or weren't paying attention approximately 10 years ago. Smeyer started writing this book ages ago, and then it somehow leaked onto the internet. Someone she gave a draft to shared it, I guess. So she decided that she was not going to finish writing the book, and she put the bit of the book that had been leaked onto her website, free for anyone to read. Which is where I found it.
I liked it, from the beginning. I liked Edward as a narrator better than I liked Bella. And I wished that the author would please please PLEASE finish it. Well, ten years later, she did. And I, now a bitter 32-year-old, finally set aside my pride and bought a copy.
I'm not going to make an effort to avoid spoilers in this post, because it's literally the exact same story as Twilight, so there's really no change in the action.
I still like Edward as a narrator, and I find that I understand his motivations, all his weird twitches and sudden mood changes a lot better from inside his own head. Which makes sense, of course. We all make more sense to ourselves than to anyone else.
There is no escaping the sad sack emo boy element of Edward though. The "I can't possibly take Bella's choices away from her!" bit, while ignoring the fact that Bella has made her choice over and over again. It's very... on brand.
Some scenes (the scene in the meadow comes to mind) were a lot more intense from Edward's perspective than from Bella's, and I appreciated that. Also, because Edward is an old man, his style of speaking and thinking is very different. It almost felt like the book from Bella's perspective was for teenagers, and from Edward's perspective was more for adults, simply because of the change in style.
You can't deny, however, all of the flaws in the story. Those haven't changed. This is still Twilight, at the end of the day. But after jamming the entire Twilight series into my brain in preparation for Midnight Sun, I honestly found it to be refreshing in its differences.
Has this reinvigorated the love of Twilight I had as a teen? Pfft, no, absolutely not. But it DID kind of make me want to read more? Like, I want to read Eclipse from Edward's perspective. I can't deny, if Meyer continues the series (which I have no reason to think that she will), I would continue to buy the books, bellyaching about it the entire time. But still reading. It's... not great. But if reading is for enjoyment, I can't deny that I did enjoy reading Midnight Sun.










