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Yamete~ due to popular demands, here is another sample audio from my previously released audio clip~ don’t forget to put on headphones!! how do you feel when you hear this senpai?~ Like, Reblog, and comment if you want to hear more in the future!~ ^^

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新年快乐，贱狗们有没有把jy乖乖的浪费掉呢，别人的JY能进入女性的体内，而你们的只能进垃圾桶，都没有生殖的价值，真是垃圾的人生。做爱对你们来说这辈子只能是奢求了。

绿奴们，你们妻子那屁股在别人的胯下，一文不值。在你们眼里却成了神圣的东西。流屎流尿的地方你却连碰都没有资格，乖乖的送上钱，让你们的老婆舒服的被别人操吧

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援交回来了。

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好漂亮好喜欢你

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I’m thinking of editing a video from this shoot for some of my special followers :3 stay tuned ^^ please help reblog and follow me on Instagram/twitter: s4_ori

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如何插射，前列腺高潮，擠奶，prostate hand free cum

大家可能發現，我挺喜歡寫英文，這不是說我英文好，而且我覺得寫中文，如果寫不好，對不起自己xxx作家協會會員，xxx校刊社長，從小就有文字見報。😅 我寫了一個英文版的心得體會，我覺得，寫成中文，才更適合引狼。首先對自己的性取向來個定義，那就是絕大部分的直男，另外還自己探究自己的前列腺高潮。首先開啟嘲諷模式，我相信很多homosexual 也並沒有達到這個前列腺高潮的境界，首先是，我認為性取向跟是否高潮沒有關係，就像報導的一樣，很多女性在性生活中也是很難達到高潮的，反而自慰才可以達到高潮。其次，和愛人的廝守好過一切性生活，性生活只是愛情的昇華。所以，我斷言，真正追求前列腺高潮的，就是直男，而且是好奇心很重的直男。我前前後後也算是謀劃了很久，自從我知道前列腺高潮後，就對這個事情產生了好奇心，不斷的研究前人的圖片和視頻，我研究發現，真心的前列腺高潮，並不是精液噴出來，而且精液慢慢的，一點一點的流出來，經過幾次，流出來的量能達到一次射精的量。我首先講一下最合適的姿勢，那就是穿著超高跟，並且蹲著，這樣的話，你有足夠的高度來操作工具，而且由於高跟鞋的角度，你的直腸基本垂直與地面，而且前列腺也暴露在工具可以觸碰的範圍內。之後，對於工具的選擇，我建議稍微硬一點，彎曲的，長度的粗細都不要太大，很多女用的工具也能滿足這個需求。工具選好了，下一步就是把工具塞進去，我建議使用杜蕾斯的KY潤滑油，這個好像更適合肛交。之後，不斷的用工具向肚子的方向用力，類似於擠東西的感覺，相信很多人用這個方法，都能擠出來透明的黏稠的液體，也就是所謂的前列腺液，運氣好的敏感的，可能會擠出來一滴透明和白色的混合液體，說明精液就擠出來了。至於失敗的同學，不要急，嘗試個10分鐘就可以拔出來了。注意，為了取得前列腺高潮，擼是必須禁止的，哪怕你剛剛玩完菊花，沒有高潮，也不要擼。下面再給M心非常重的推薦一個方案，那就是，根據你平常擼的時候的喜好，只看不擼，每天都這樣，一般維持個一週，你就離前列腺高潮不遠了。補充1:很多人問我前列腺高潮的感受，我簡單說下，首先，對直男來了。這個高潮的快感遠不及擼出來，但是，擼出來大概只會有幾秒鐘的快感，這個可以持續數分鐘，每次有精液流出來，你就會感覺到一點快感。當然，我覺得最厲害的是，這樣爽完了，沒有擼完之後無欲無求的感覺，也就是沒有賢者時刻。如果你保持不擼，一直通過前列腺高潮，你的身體會越來越敏感，我的紀錄是連續4次只前列腺高潮，到了最後，哪怕你自己捏一下自己的乳頭，jj都會報復性的膨脹到很大，而且妳會發現自己特別浪，隨便一點刺激就開始流水(透明黏稠的前列腺液)，我進行到第四次沒有繼續的原因是，第四次後的第二天，我居然滑精了，就是說，在jj完全軟的情況下噴湧而出，這種體會我相信很多人都不曾有過。而且，我覺得，可能只通過前列腺高潮，應該會和妹子的感受類似吧，只是猜測。所以，無論你直還是彎，抱著享受生活的態度，這輩子不虛此行的目的，一定要玩一玩前列腺高潮。先寫道這裡，有問題可以留言，我會繼續在這裡補充，祝大家開發自己愉快。

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更新1，前列腺高潮的體會。

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Youth P4

As I said in my last part of the story, I will tell some very embarrassing situation happened to me about sex. Which is actually not so much to tell. It is so damm simple, as both of us are virgin, I couldn’t come into her……… After we know each other for month, it is so hot, We somehow agreed to go to hotel for air conditioner. Which of course, everyone know what would happen. Although I regarded myself as a sex master because I studied sex at very young age. I studied the structure of pussy and so on. But practice is always difficult form theory. I tried a lot of times in the small hotel. But I could not even come in…. I even hurt her because of the wrong position and also myself. So we just enjoy the cool air and spent the night.

我的早年經歷暫時更新到這裡，後面更新一段現在的幸福時光，今年過了一個不錯的年，也祝大家閱讀愉快。哈哈

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Youth P3

After that show, everything go back to normal, I have huge demand for myself for finals, to get a good score and win scholarship. Life is basically coursework and cum in the following month. However, when it close to final, I got an message from my special without a clear meaning. I was thinking where most people would think in this situation, did she love me too? I am always the cool type of personality. I still hold myself and did nothing. Things changed when I hear a loser was go after her. He is so damm short and bad looking, the only advantage of him maybe his good coursework. I somehow knew she is close to accept to be the loser’s GF. I was shocked and knew I had to do something or I may lose her. I replied her strange message and asked her out. We have a long conversation but I couldn’t remember the details. I tried to ask her to be my GF and she seems to struggle something. She promised to reply me after our conversation. And then she lost contact with me. I was worried about here all night long. I caught her in the student residence the next day. She looked so tired with panda eyes. She told me she agreed and ran alway. After finals, it will come to summer holiday. As many young couple at that time, we enjoy our relationship so much. We may decide to move on with our relationship. 未完待續，接下來更新我們尷尬的羞羞的事情

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Youth P1.5

A very embarrassing situation happened that I forget an important part of my story between 1 and 2, so I will call this part 1.5, hope there will not be names like 1.25 or 1.75😂. This is the starting point of become abnormal. Some of my chatting friends asked me what happened to my special, I will keep a secret here.😳 After I totally fall in love with my special, it come to the end of semester and it is time to go back for Chinese New Year. As the monitor of our class, I surely have advantages to know which train she will take. As I basically knows everything about my class. I checked her train number and book the same train and same data as hers. I was a little expected about our long time journey by train, which is about 15 hours. Because of that, I barely did any other things after I confirmed we will take the same train. I was so happy at that time and can’t wait to take the train. Finally it comes to the day which the train will take off. We didn’t leave train at the same destination but I already checked her seat is only the back seat of mine. It is very common to ask change of seat that time. It seems I have planed everything but… There are always something happened. I arrived at train station a bit early and only found out she was with 2 boys! They are laughing very loud and seemed to have a joyful conversation! Who are those stupid guys? From what they talked, i assumed they come from the same hometown. I come to my special and acted cool as I always did. What a supersize! We took the same train, I acted as I just got to know that. In fact that is what I planed. She is very shy and also acted cool. Not like the girls I normally handle with. I could not really change who I am so I kept cool and said, we can sit together if you wish. She only replied, let’s see. Finally it come to the time of boarding train, her so call friends are very far from her seat, very good news for me. When it comes to the time for sitting, I asked her again if she will stay with me, she is very shy and said, no no no. I can even feel the anger raising in my head, but I still acted very very cool, it is OK, said me. During all the time of this train trip, I could not help to think how to rape her. Because of this, I always release my sex desire by thinking how to rape her. I do masturbation twice or more per day to release myself, I hate her didn’t give a chance to stay together. 非常尷尬的未完待續，接下來更新P3

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Youth P2

Since it is Chinese New Year and I can have some time to memorize my past, continue with 3rd part of my story. As a men without any experience with any relationship, it was meant to be difficulty to start one. I have zero understanding of what a girl will like or love. You can’t really take your heart out and tell her, see, I love you from my heart. So I did something which I am not proud of. I accept a girl next to the bed of my special to be to be my sister. Of course she want to be my GF, it is how things goes in university, but I don’t have any thought of her, I only want to ask more info about my special. My sister’s heart was broken when she know what happened at last, I feel terrible for what I did. I would say, it is the only thing I felt sorry for my life until now, I should not accept her as sister first place. Thing goes normally in university life, in before, when I did dirty thought and release my sex desire, I only think myself, after I met my special, I could not help to think her and take her into my imagination. I became more and more abnormal because of her and I even planed to rape her sometime. After a long time of thinking her, our college hold an performance. Of course, she acted for the performance. I sat in the back seat of the show, When the show begin, she passed through my seat line, I must think her too much that I could not help to touch her smooth face. I was shock by what I did right after I touch her face. While I was expected a slap in my face, she become very shy and her face turned red. She didn’t say anything, Which makes me even worse. I did what a man will do that night with the most intense cum shot I ever had, by image to have sex with her. 未完待續

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Youth

The first part of my story is written by Chinese for actually almost no one know. For part II I change to English because there are Chinese version somewhere. Briefly tell the first part of my story in English, I have gender identification at very young time. My first time was take by an eye treatment machine. I am outstanding at school and do works such as Chairman of student union. Due to the old fashion of China and what I am. I am full of conflict. I hurt my cock because of GID. Crossdress become a solution to release my desire. Of course, I did badly in nation university entrance exam, which is TOTALLY unbelievable but had no choice. I didn’t want to take forth grade of higher school so I chose a end ranked 211 to continue my life. I didn’t like girls and boys at early age, so I turn off so many girls in my life. Image the leader of school board cast station or chairman of school magazine, how popular I could be. Everything changed after I meet a certain girl on the very first day of my university life where I was attracted by who it is, no by gender, just pure love. Suddenly, all my world become sunny while before it is only darkness and heavy rain. I stop question myself about my ability to love. It feels like I open a brand new world. There is no words in my mind which can match the feeling of that very day, I could not help to be happy every time I think that day. It is the day that change me and my life forever. I always tell her, I am so lucky to have her around. She always questioned me why as excellent as myself, would take her as GF. Also at that very day, I make a promise to myself, I will not do anything betray her. That is the reason I only chat here instead of meeting anyone. 未完待續，這個故事的描寫有點走偏，有點秀的感覺，不過也都是真事

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少年-青年

趁著快過年了有機會也有時間，回顧一下自己的經歷，也算對過去的一個總結。可能部分內容和某些網友聊過了，我的個性屬於願意聊天和傾聽的。這可能與我從小班長，後來進而從事學生會主席之類的工作有關係。

我的第一次打飛機是機緣巧合，在我小時候，大概9歲的樣子，一種按摩眼睛的按摩儀特別火，好像現在還有，叫倍輕鬆，我有一次按摩完並沒有關上，順便扔在兩腿中間，結果，一會，一種異樣的感覺油然升起，然後，我發現我尿了一點黏黏的東西，在那個信息不發達，沒有網絡的時候，而且完全沒有性教育的情況下，我完全不知道這是什麼，但是那種沉迷的感覺確實讓你感到由衷的想要，於是迷戀上了這種方式不能自拔。就這樣玩了3年，上了初中，才偶然得知，這叫手淫，也叫自慰，於是就開始有了花樣。

我很小的時候，據父母說，很喜歡女孩子的衣服，當然，我是一個記性很差很容易遺忘的人，所以基本小學早期的記憶都很模糊了。當我得知手淫的方法就是通過刺激生殖器而達到快感的時候，一些新的方法自然就誕生了。

這裡不面要提一下我對性的認知，大概也許因為從小手淫之類的，而且過去是不提倡手淫的，導致我對性別認知出現了錯位，當12歲開始發育的時候，我感到惡心，從心底裡厭惡生殖器，覺得這是導致變化和錯誤的根源，恨不得把他切了去。那個時候在新華書店折扣區有本叫-閹割與xx的書，具體名字記不清了，這本是大概就是講了很多與這個相關的歷史，我到了週末，就跑去偷偷的看。那個時候，我又得知了人妖的存在，於是似乎找到了努力的目標的感覺。

由於實在厭惡生殖器，所以做過很多離譜的事情，最離譜的應該就算是拿塑料刀來割他的根部，導致都爛掉出血，虐到出血的事情應該是做過3次，其中有一次發炎了，流水，我就自己拿家裡的消炎藥，弄成粉末撒在傷口上，那個感覺，簡直疼到痛不欲生。除此之外，我內心也感覺自己太離經叛道，內心的壓力無處釋放，所以還有很強的自虐心裡，經常拿藤條抽自己的大腿，抽到有血印為止。這段時間大概維持了6年。

想把我的經歷講的更明白，不得不提一下另一個事情。我也不知道為什麼，我的學習成績特別好，大概就是所謂鄰居家小明的概念，什麼年級第一，什麼區第一，什麼奧賽一等獎，在現實中光環無數，班長，廣播站長，校雜誌總編，學生會主席等等不想干都推脫不掉。這些身份，也導致我招蜂引蝶，但是，她們都不知道我的本性。

內心和現實產生巨大衝突的這個經歷，導致我在性別認知和性取向上也出現了問題，表面是個外向陽光的帥哥（裝的），內心確嫉妒自卑和淫蕩，知道自己在幹很多不齒的事情。

也是在12歲，我發現了變裝這個神奇的方案，既滿足了我對性別認知不穩定的問題，也滿足了我性取向的需要，因此，這成了我自慰最常用的輔助手段，發明了很多玩法，在這裡我是寫個人的經歷，因為就省掉這些細節吧。所以，我經常說，我是十幾年的老CD，隱藏的很深的那種。

To be continued