🫧Yama🪸

Archival blog as I'm no longer using it, bye!

[yamatoess]

Helloo, you can call me Yama!

He/They only please!

20+ something person on the internet who doesn't owe you anything and occasionally draws!

Also unapologetically a mega cornball

Rlly into UTDR, Splatoon, whatever my boyfriend is into, eels & squids!

ADHD haver, occasionally a big struggle, might have other stuff who knows..

I'm rlly bad at tagging my posts or adding alt text, so please forgive any mistakes and feel free to add your own alt text in a reblog if I forgot myself!

DNI is don't be a weirdo or general creep

Blog is 16+!

Instead of harassing another black trans person for saying "protect trans women", donate to black trans women

[yamatoess]

Only posting to let ppl know that my twt just got suspended for no clear reason lmao

[herblesbians]

some trends i am really down for

being nice to people working in customer service

girls in thigh-highs

receiving $400,000

pasta

[lunanight1]

Forgot killing Julius Ceaser

[smorpher]

Two weeks until the Ides of March!

[yamatoess]

Gonna be real vulnerable here for a sec, but this trans discourse has rlly taken a toll on my mental health and I've considered detransitioning entirely cause having he/him prns makes you the fucking devil or something

Which is all the more reason to leave!

[yamatoess]

Anyways don't expect much from me, Idgaf abt this racist pro pedo platform

[furiousfatuus]

afab or amab

"are you girl or boy nonbinary"

I'm nonbinary nonbinary

[furiousfatuus]

you wanna know which crowd pulls the "we can always tell" shtick aswell?

[yamatoess]

Certain ppl be like "I saw this person at the farms!"

Bitch what are you doing at the farms 👀

[yamatoess]

I originally had this post last in queue as a sort of "I'm leaving bye lol", but since it's been a minute..

If I were to return it probably wouldn't be on this blog since #they know about it, as I don't want a bunch of white queers jumping me, telling me how much they want to brutally murder me over saying "pedophilia bad"

For now I'm stepping back for a while, for both safety and mental health purposes, all tho there are still 3 holiday related posts in queue

Again if, and only if, I return to tumblr I would probably make a new blog under a new name, for now I'll occasionally hop back in to interact with some friends, but for the time being, I've kinda had enough lol

So uh stay safe and seeya around everyone

[mellowbouquetwitch]

MILLIE, BED, NOW!!!

and why aren't you sleeping either

[garchomp-ings]

[superhoeva]

just a reminder that:

the phrase "say her name" is to used honor and bring attention to the murders of black women by the police or the state.

and the phrase "rest in power" is used to honor and signify the work that a black person has participated in, as far as the fight for social and racial justice.

[miss-vortex]

If real life was like The Sims

[sinaabee]

couldn’t get this out of my head

[postalswag]

i wish having "any pronouns" worked the way we all think it works

[postalswag]

expectation: ppl will get creative and experimental with it

reality: people see it as a goahead to use the pronouns associated w ur agab all the time with maybe a pity-they/them on occasion

[elminx]

I’ve noticed some posts around about how you can’t romanticize your life during a fascist regime and while I deeply sympathize with this sentiment, I want you to try to understand that’s what they want you to believe.

Fascism thrives best in the cesspool of hopelessness. They want us so confused and hopeless that we give in. When you give in, you don’t fight back.

If you wait for life to look good to do the things that bring you joy; life will still be bad - you will just have less joy.

As someone who has struggled with my mental health a lot for the last thirty years, I know this struggle firsthand. And changing this belief system - the one where you spend all of your time expecting bad things so you won’t be surprised when they happen - it’s the hardest work that I have ever done. And I’m not perfect; I still have setbacks. I still experience really real fears about the state of the world and the US, in particular, because that’s where I live.

But I made a vow to myself that I will not let the choices of others ruin my life. When I made that vow, I was thinking of my parents - but it applies to the state of the government right now, too.

There are still flowers in my garden, and ripe tomatoes, and it’s almost pick-your-own apples season, and I have plans with my friends to go to as many cemetery ghost walks as we can find this October.

I still deserve to live. I still deserve to laugh. I still deserve to love. I still deserve to be as happy as I can be.

And you do, too.

[0ddoblivion]

Another painting in vr

[transsonicfan2006]

Huh, cool abstract ar- THE SKELETON WARRRRRRS