falling out of love with Roy and Jason
Jason found not just a new sense of life with you, but a kind of immortality. He felt that his love for you would transcend his lifetime and turn into a great myth, like the story of Orpheus and Eurydice or Eros and Psyche. Jason was devoted to you, and he felt that his devotion was stronger than the one that sent Orpheus to the underworld looking for his fallen love. He believed that his love for you was powerful enough to be remembered and celebrated for generations to come.
At first, Jason was skeptical when you first joined them. He had hoped that you would be his alone, and he wouldn't have to watch as you pressed kisses against Roy. It left him with an overwhelming fear that he wasn't good enough. However, as he got to know you more, he realised that the world wasn't an ideal place. Jason knew that Roy loved you almost as much as he did, and he accepted that you were safe with them.
"I love you," you said. Jason couldn't believe it. This simple phrase took him back to the moment when he first realised that he was in love with you. He remembered how his heart stopped, and for a small moment, it felt like the universe had aligned just for him. Now, as he looked into your eyes, he felt like he was where he was meant to be, with the person he was meant to be with.
Jason took a deep breath and began to speak, but he couldn't his heart felt flowers growing within his chest and the roots took hold of his heart. He wrapped his arms around you, holding you tightly, he would never let go. In that moment, he realised that he would do anything for you, anything to make you happy.
As you buried your pretty face in his neck, leaving a purplish mark there, Jason knew that he was yours, body and soul. He felt as if he had been branded, but in the best possible way, as yours. And he knew that he would spend the rest of his life making sure that you knew just how much he loved you.
The physical sensations of love were overwhelming. Jason felt like he was on fire, both from the heat of your body and the intensity of his emotions. He knew that he would never be able to completely express the depth of his feelings, but he would spend every moment trying to show you just how much you meant to him.
As you continued to kiss him, your lips slowly tracing down his scars, the burning sensation that he felt only seemed to aggrandise. But despite his Frankenstein-like appearance, you were not put off in the slightest. You had always known that love was more than skin deep, and you had made it your mission to show him just how much you cared for him. With each touch, each caress, you were filling him up with a love so powerful that it was overwhelming. And as you held him close, you knew that you would never let him go.
Lately, a change had come over you. It appeared that your pity for Jason had run dry. He was once again awakening in the middle of the night, while his beloved was still sound asleep beside him. He chewed at his inner cheek, tearing at his own flesh as the taste of iron flooded his mouth. It was clear that the situation was taking a toll on him, and he couldn't help but feel a sense of helplessness in the face of it all.
Roy had never felt higher than when he was with you, it was perfect everything was perfect. He had made it through the harsh winter of his life and now got to lay besides the sun, all the bad stuff him and jay did feels as though it's been washed away. The dreams he built about you were all coming to fruition, he used to watch you cook and daydream, now the two of you sway, Roy washes up and you and jay cook. The two of you read him poetry and point lines that remind you of him, make welds you little metal flowers which won't ever wither.
It seemed like the love and affection that Roy showed towards you was endless. As you watched him, you realised that his love was like a bottomless well, always there to provide comfort and support whenever you needed it. His devotion to you both was unwavering, and he would do anything to show you just how much he cared. You felt an unconditional love to have him in your life, a constant reminder that love was the anchor that held you all together.
Roy had never been a religious man but he knew that if there was a god they made you for him. When he held you it was proven, he knew that Aphrodite carved you to fit him perfectly, his pretty angel, entrapped in his arms, covered his marks. Your soft marked by his teeth and when you had a momentarily escape, he missed you but he didn't just miss you, when you went to work or worse back to your own apartment, in your absence a familiar emptiness fills his heart and it seems that you're his only cure.
Roy was always taking pictures of you, eating breakfast, as Jason held you, when you weren't looking, when you were, he even had a thing for filming the most intimate moments and though it made you uncomfortable, both Roy and Jason were into it, and they always took care of you, were you really going to deny them? Roy's love was inherently exploitative, he loved you but he wanted you to love him more, he wanted you to yearn for him the same way his body screamed out for you.
As time went on and you continued to spend more time with the two, you started to notice a gradual change in your relationship with them. It began with small things, like Roy becoming increasingly unpredictable in his behaviour and Jason seemingly didn’t notice or care, too busy basking in affections. But then, as the weeks went by, the changes became more pronounced. Roy's obsession with you started to become clearer and more unsettling. You couldn't help but feel a growing sense of helplessness as you watched Roy flaunt the power he had over you, and it only seemed to scare you more as time went on. Despite your best efforts to maintain a sense of normalcy and balance in your life, you couldn't shake the feeling that something was off between you and your lovers. It was as if you were on the verge of discovering something truly terrible and you did.
You were hesitant to believe it at first, but as the pieces fell into place, you couldn't deny the truth any longer. Roy was manipulating you, using your love and affection for him to fuel his own twisted desires. Jason was only encouraging him, in fact it seemed Jason had his own own issues just able to hide them better, but once you went looking his nefarious tendencies you found them. The blood staining them spread on to you, dripping down, tainting you. They had stolen your happiness, contorted your pure love and used it to justify their injust actions.
Thankfully, your relationship was still young, imagine if you had moved into them? it seemed you had been walking on land which was ready to collapse, turn into a sinkhole, you brought your proof and evidence with you, incase they tried anything.
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