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Some poems and bullshits

[yangyueblog]

I know that mama was right, that I'm holding an empty thing here.

I know which relationship is toxic, but nobody can be that authentic.

i know it's not the end of world, but why not.

Maybe it's time to go back to homeland, then all of dilemma will be gone, live in a beautiful city, close the cage from inside, be happy, know better.

04:11 22 avril 2021

[yangyueblog]

“慧极必伤，情深不寿，强极则辱，谦谦君子，温润如玉。”

Too much intelligence leads to sadness , too much affection shortens the relation , too much stubborness leads to humiliation, a humble man shall be like a fin jade, gentle and neutral.

----Jin Yong (Louis Cha)

[yangyueblog]

She looks unhappy to come to this world, so disappointed by stupidity, she wants to sleep another century.

[yangyueblog]

我想我已经够小心翼翼的

我的脚趾正好十个

我的手指正好十个

我生下来时哭几声

我死去时别人又哭

我不声不响的

带来自己这个包袱

尽管我不喜爱自己

但我还是悄悄打开

我在黄昏时坐在地球上

我这样说并不表明晚上

我就不在地球上 早上同样

地球在你屁股下

结结实实

老不死的地球你好

或者我干脆就是树枝

我以前睡在黑暗的壳里

我的脑袋就是我的边疆

就是一颗梨

在我成型之前

我是知冷知热的白花

或者我的脑袋是一只猫

安放在肩膀上

造我的女主人荷月远去

成群的阳光照着大猫小猫

我的呼吸

一直在证明

树叶飘飘

我不能放弃幸福

或相反

我以痛苦为生

埋葬半截

来到村口或山上

我盯住人们死看：

呀, 生硬的黄土 人丁兴旺。

《明天醒来我会在哪只鞋子里》

--海子