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Exploration of my health and life now CSA, CPTSD

[karmicgooner]

As an audio book only listener….is his name actually Margo shart. Like shart. Jason makes a joke and calls him mango shat but could anything really be as bad as shart.

[yasmfya]

I never even thought for a moment it could be spelled as anything but "shart".

[pangur-and-grim]

I think some of the loneliness of autism is that you feel like you hurt people just by Interacting Wrong, but you don’t know how to Interact Right, and the more effort you put into it, the more exhausted you are and the more artificial it comes across (with the end result of people still being upset with you). and it’s not anyone’s fault for not liking Being Interacted With Wrong, and it’s not your fault for doing it so wrong, but it is very, very lonely.

[pangur-and-grim]

anyway, every single book I write ever is going to secretly be about autism

[yasmfya]

I have to read that damn unmasking book I keep forgetting the name of and I’m rebooting this as a reminder

[yasmfya]

You ever see an aspen tree shimmer in the wind?

[yasmfya]

The red dot is where the emt took my blood sugar. The pad of the bandaid is on my nail. They put the sticky part over the hole they made. Who does that?

[bond-of-life]

NON MAGICAL (sometimes Earth exclusive) animals that remind me of some characters

Jason -> Peacock

I feel like we all know why. Also, Jason is connected to phoenixes a lot and I personally think that phoenixes should look similar to peacocks/peafowls.

Humphrey -> Draft horse (alternatively, Wolfdog)

I honestly don't know why it's these specifically. There's just something about Hump that makes me think draft horse. (Since horses don't exist on Palli I threw in something else that fit)

Clive -> BORZOI.

THIS IS ONE I WILL DIE FOR. Lanky, kinda textured fur, looks incredibly guilty and awkward.. these dogs are practically made for Clive.

Belinda -> This kind of cat. (no i don't know the breed)

I mean, come on. Just look at that cat.

Sophie -> Cobra

Speedy strikes and sass, how much more explanation do you want?

Neil -> Red Fox

To be honest I have no real reason for this. If anything, Neil is probably more of a hare. Even so.

Zara -> Hyacinth Macaw

Hurricanes are wind-related. You know what else is wind related? Birds. This is a blue bird. You know who else is blue? Zara. Boom.

Other ones I don't feel like explaining:

Emir -> Brown Lab

Constance -> Tuxedo cat

Danielle -> Praying Mantis

I'll think of more at some point, but here's all I've got so far

[classichorrorblog]

The Thing (1982)

[yasmfya]

Forgot about this watercolor a while ago. I seem to only use my shimmer paints for horror references

[yasmfya]

A watercolor snowscape in Marble CO. I didn’t have black so the night scene had to be developed with so many layers.

[yasmfya]

The background for book club invites this month. The children’s crusade will always be my preferred title for one on my all time favorite books. I love slaughterhouse-five.