You are not my friend. Friends don’t kiss each other on the tips of their noses and fall asleep with their limbs entangled and their fingers intertwined. A friend doesn’t call you at 3 AM to say that they woke up thinking you were still in their arms, but you weren’t, and it made them sad and they needed distraction so they got off on you. Friends don’t get off on each other. And friends don’t touch each other like we do. Under the covers, to hide it from ourselves, because we’re liars. We are not friends. But this is all that we could ever be.
Old feelings for old friends (via fawnbabe)














