The road is long and life is short and. There are no answers. The future is not ours to see. I hope I stop crying. This is madness.
My sister doesn't deserve this.
Her kids don't deserve this.
My brother in law had another suicide attempt today. Gun to the head. Damage to his eye and tongue. He's I'm surgery now.
My niece fucking heard the sound of him gurgling. She had a guest over. She heard it too.
My sister has to clean up her husband's blood. The EMT and police and investigators muddy boot prints all over their house.
Their house is currently torn up from having water damage to a wall and was supposed to get construction coming in on Monday.
My sister doesn't deserve this.
We're all crying.
I can't fly over to see her, I don't have my fucking Real ID card. TO FLY DOMESTIC. THIS COUNTRY IS GARBAGE.
I'm so angry. I'm so upset for my sister. My niece and nephew have to go through this AGAIN.
He was lucky not to have had permanent damage last attempt. This time not so lucky.
We don't know if he'll make it. But it's only been a few hours.
This is crazy
This is crazy

















