YOU HAVE MEET A TERRIBLE FATE
She is a quiet person, with a poker face that will immediately change to nervous friendly smile as soon as she is spoken to like she is permanently in costumer service
She is very quiet, you won't ever hear her speak on her own, only when needed
When I ask her about it she admitted that she is quite scared of talking to people but It is also that she has nothing to say or in mind so she preffers to be quiet, she likes to be quiet
She said in her family there was a say "if you got nothing good to say, dont speak" but i think she misunderstand the say...
Some people will say that she is boring, I like her company, it is calming and I know i can always relay on her when I need help with anything
She even give the pen and ink with which I write this letter no long after I told her I liked to write letters to vent myself out
She didn't call me outdated or that I was wasting money in something dumb, she just quietly got me something new with what to write...
She is affectionate if given the chance, she alwahs ask me to hold my hand for some seconds or just lays her head on my shoulder when we sit to rest, she is nice to be around but some times it feel like it is all an act
The way she looks at peoples interaction as if trying to learn, she has ask me some question about love, she seems to be fixated in love and its branches
It is weird because D seems to be someone with lots of love and care to give...
Many think she is rude because she fails to follow social rules
Not long ago a some people disguised as fools have been poping on town and giving and leaving the posters of the circus they work for
I have also seen some of who I think might be the stars of the show going around since they look so different from the pink uniform ones, they are a bit creepy, but for what i have heard they are supposed to be eerie looking
Normally i wouldn't touch two topic in a single letter, but I have seen them stalking people
The red one specially passes by the coffe shop a lot and has been stearing at D without her knowledge and I can't help but worry about my friend...
People have been leaving this crapy city and I can't blame them but they are just so many and some of them I had knew that cleary never planned to leave, besides why leave and left everything behind?
I don't wanna be like the city's folk
But this all started when that circus came here and im worried that if they truly are the ones making people go missing D can be the next I should-"
The lonely sound of the door being knock made Carol jump sightly, the pen slip of her fingers and landed on the paper staining it and ruining it
"Oh no...!" Carol murmur as she hurry trying to save the paper but only manage to stain her own hand
She turn her head slowly to the door when a second knock came in, a slight irritation in her face
She turn to the door and looked through the peak hole, her eyes quickly recognized that bright pink uniform
She open the door sightly and the fool open it fully
"Goodnigh mam I came here to invite you to the freak circus! the best place of horros that will make your skin fall off"
The fool speak with excitement as they push a flier to her making her back inside her apartment
"Im sorry but im not really interested" Carol apologize clearly unconfortable and got ready to close the door but the fool press their foot against the door frame
"But mam! we will only be here for a short period of time and will not be a return of our show, please reconsider!"
The fool made exaggerated gestures yet their voice was devoid of any emotion and the way they moved with exaggerated movements like those of a hand puppet
While she thought of a way to close the door a man in a blue suit appear from behind and laid his hand on fool's shoulder
"Stop tormenting the lady, you'll only give a bad reputation to the circus" the man spoke with a calm voice "I think you should leave
The fool looked at him for a moment and a unconfortable silence form in the hall before the fool back away in silence only the sound of their bells leaving behind
"Thank very much, I was struggling" Carol said with relief as a small smile form in her face
"Don't worry mam, we should help when someone is in need"
He lift his hand in greet and Carol shook it
"Oh?" the man looked at his hand curious as a black stain laid on his hand
"Oh my, im so sorry! I-I forgot I had ink on my hand" Carol apologize
"There is no problem miss" the man smiled gently
"Please come in, i'll get some warm water to wash it off before it drys" Carol moved away
"Is that not a problem?" the man said but he still welcome himself inside
"No of course not! beside Its the least I can do" said Carol as she push a chair for the man "please take a sit while I prepare the water"
Carol left to prepare the water and when she came back she found the man looking at her stained card, she rushed and took the letter from his grasp
"Oh im sorry, I did not meant to pry on your privacity, its just not that comun to see people write this days with pen and ink" he apologized ashame of his actions
"I just like to write cards for myself" Carol said as she crumble the ruined card in her hand
"Then we have something in comun, i also like to write letters" h
He said with a smile, the sparkle in Carol's eyes did not went unnotice
"If you would like show you what i do when I mess up my cards, mess ups can be good material for artwork" he said
Carol and the man in suit took a sit as he took out several wrappers of papper and open them revealing torn papper and a mix like pictures, pieces of cards and objects in some
"This is beutiful" said Carol with a smile as she looked at the work with genuine interest
"Here this one is a work on progress, my friends helps me with this one, but it seems like we never finish"
the man pass a piece of papper to and Carol took it carefully before opening it
She sneeze when a cloud of pink smoke dust flew to her, it smell good, like a good perfume
"Oh im sorry my friends sometimes perfume the cards" he said
"Dont worry, it smells so good! could I perhaphs get the name?" Carol said as she brought the card close to her nose inhaling the smell
"I don't really know the name, but my friend should know, do you mind coming with me, we can ask him" he suggested his voice becoming something else
Carol said her voice coming out louder than she intended, her arms shut out and slam in to the table with a loud sound that scatter the cards some falling to the ground, her pupils dilated and her breath became heavy, but she couldn't help it, she felt excited so suddenly and happy
She didn't though twice when the man offer his arm and she clung to him, nor when he took her away in to the circus carps
this is Carol's full wall papper
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