אני יהודי

30, nb lesbian, they/them, no transmisogynists, despite URL I’m not Orthodox zazzle

[iavenjqasdf]

i just unzip my cloaca and let the posts gush out of me

[gendernihilistanarchocommunist]

I fucking hate tumblr sometimes man lmao it's not "sexual content" when someone posts an 80s picture of some punks pissing against a wall but when it's a trans woman pissing on a cop car suddenly it's fucking sexual content

anyway

SHE'S FREE BITCHES!!

[yekkes]

Do you think there's some misogynistic dog out there. Like I've never heard a dog owner tell me their dog hates women specifically

[yekkes]

Like I didn't really care about the CGI wolves or wigs as much as the depiction of a serious/dark topic, which I think was well done.

[yekkes]

While I understand fans being upset Gabrielle/a wasn't more outwardly gnc or trans coded, I'm not shocked bc 1. The showrunners are being censored by the network 2. I mean like... optics wise, having a character who grooms and has an incestuous relationship w/ her child be more outwardly gnc or trans while trans people are being aggressively oppressed rn is maybe not the best idea.

[red-room-studi0]

NEW SCAM ALERT!!!

If you get mentioned under ANY blog that says they're Tumblr staff. DON'T FALL FOR IT!!!!!!

Reblogging this would help spread awareness to prevent ppl from getting their accounts hacked and such.

[yekkes]

Inositol is definitely going to be a before bed thing I think.

[heateron]

lou reed of the velvet underground, 1974.

[yekkes]

Why do people make so many baddie meme edits of Cartman from South Park

[cheaphalloweencostume]

“everyone is mad at me and they just won’t tell me” —> “no one has said anything about being mad at me and i haven’t done anything to warrant being mad at so if someone is silently fuming about me and not saying anything that’s their problem and actually quite weird of them and i can effortlessly move on with my life”

[cheaphalloweencostume]

this took SUCH a huge deal of unlearning because, like so many of you, i came out of a home where being quietly in trouble WAS the default state, and i DID grow up not just with the assumption but borderline religious conviction that Everyone Is Mad At Me, I Am Bad, I Must Exist In A Constant State of Attempting to Pacify The Natural Rage I Inspire In Everyone. and no it actually turns out that my family are the freaks . and yours are too

[cheaphalloweencostume]

“this isn’t true because i DEFINITELY silently fume at people in the hopes they’ll figure out what they did and apologize” that’s not good. you shouldn’t do that

“this isn’t true because the ex-friendship that traumatized me ended explosively after they were mad at me and never told me why” that’s not good. they shouldn’t be doing that

“i don’t think this is true because my current friend group is constantly icing me out until i figure out what ive done to upset them and properly apologized without being told” hey thats not good. they should not be doing that

if the peacefulness of your relationship with someone (familial, romantic, friendly, anything) can be destroyed by effective communication/asking them for effective communication, you have got to get out of there. if you can’t get out of there, you’ve got to throw away any ideas about what that person thinks of you because they have their own shit to figure out before they can accurately read anyone else

[gaysie]

don’t care + didn’t ask + blood of akasha in me

[ceruleanheaven]

i love being prevd its like getting a good grade in thoughts

[yekkes]

It feels like a crime I never knew about this when I was weaning off of benzos

[yekkes]

Armand's backstory is like "A Little Life" if instead of committing suicide he becomes evil

[yekkes]

Initial inositol thoughts: feels kind of like a chill pill that irritates my stomach a little

[yekkes]

Like I am transgender and I swear that I can just tell when my hormones are interfering with my happiness. Idk if any other non-binary people have kind of weird or varied experiences with hormones bc I know I don't want to take T to transition but if my E is high and my T is low I'm desperately unhappy.

[yekkes]

I went back down to .75 rather than 1mg w/ my estrogen patch. I'm convinced now that the higher estrogen is not going to help me sleep any better and I legitimately have never felt closer to dying than I have in the past few weeks. My head still feels extremely inflamed from sleep debt but I was able to sleep last night without drugging myself and I feel as though my thoughts are significantly more clear. I'm resolute now that I will never ever go back on birth control unless I have no other choice because too much estrogen makes me beyond miserable and a higher patch dose didn't even seem to help my PMOS. The only downside is the possibility of increasing joint pain. But I'll live with that if I have to. Maybe I'll look into supplements or something. I just I don't want to feel like I'm in a mental fog 24/7