Running in Eccentric Circles

Bradley // Memph-ish

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I feel terrible.

I can’t fully explain it. I feel like I’ve been in a mental funk for the past several months.

Life is pretty good right now. Wife, kid, house, job... Money kind of sucks right now, and I lack time, but I’m overall doing well.

But there’s something inside me that just wants to self destruct. And I hate it.

And I know *A* way to do that self-destruction. It’s an awful thought. I won’t even air it out more specifically. (Don’t worry, it’s not irreversible. Don’t call the authorities.) And it definitely wouldn’t make life easier. It would make me feel better for a minute, then immediately worse.

Posting this on Tumblr b/c no one will see it.

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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400% over it.

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Not EVERYTHING is a big deal.

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✅ Headache

✅ Upset Stomach

✅ Ton of Things To Do

Must be a two-game weekend.

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I miss just being a designer. And I wish I were a better designer so I could just be a designer again.

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Not ready...

...for this game, this season, or this job. :/

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feelin’ real fat today

i should start working out or something. maybe ride that bike i just had to buy.

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"There's no place like home." -Anonymous (at The Ballpark at Jackson)

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It’s nice having some validation every once in a while.

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Would it be rude...

...to unfollow my mother-in-law on Instagram?

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Visited my first soccer-specific stadium, specifically for a soccer match! (at Children's Mercy Park)

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This place is so freaking gorgeous. (at Kauffman Stadium)

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Some days...

...I just want to stay home and not do anything, except hang with the bunnies.

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TFW...

...you get an awesome idea AND the boss actually likes it.

Legit shocked right now, but sooooooo excited!

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When your ex (from like 10 years ago, but still) suggests that you and your wife taking a trip with her and her husband...

That’s just a bit awkward of an ask, right? Like, it’d be different if we were still super close. Or if the wife went to our high school and knew her better.