◤ ✕ ° › IT'S A COMPLICATED GAME.

but don't ask for any guarantees. standing on the e d g e is what attracted me. and the DAMAGE that we do, ( belongs ) to me and you, b a b y.

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yeonghui + aesthetics

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ofwooz.

                     The greenhouse had quickly become Jung-woo’s favourite spot in the facility since he’d found himself there. Though it was often too warm, mostly down to some of the interesting plants and flowers they had growing throughout, Jung-woo had been there for a while now. Fingers wrapped tightly around the metal railings surrounding the centre, one foot folded across the other. Many people had come and gone since he’d first arrived today, but the sound of footsteps nearing captured his attentions quickly, head lulling to the side lazily to see who it was, a crooked smile forming, before looking back upon the climbing plants opposite him. “Did you know these ones,” he points, “they smell like cantaloupe. I’m actually kind of surprised they could grow these here. They’re usually found in China.”

    THERE HAD BEEN quite a lingering e e r y feeling that followed yeong the past week since they woke in the facility. maybe they were paranoid, but everything about the place rubbed them the wrong way. they had been quiet the past few days. they had felt lonely, wanted a friend or two, wanted someone to talk to, but still they were too shy to actually put themself out there. so when jung-woo offered them a welcoming smile as they joined the other in the greenhouse, a warm smile coated their lips in return, easing their mind a little. ‘ what are they ? ’ they asked, leaning into the plant to get a sniff as they approached the other. ‘ i could tell you colors, but plants ? psh, i’m hopeless. most of them look the same to me. ’

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― V.E. Schwab, A Conjuring of Light

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160924 NCT Taeyong at 10th Green Ribbon Marathon 'Huimang Concert' © dreamlike boy do not edit, crop, or remove the watermark

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— -. LEE TAEYONG. AGENDER. If you thought there was something peculiar about CHOI YEONGHUI, it’s probably because of their FLASHING GOLD EYES. Or maybe it’s because the TWENTY-ONE year old possesses the peculiarity of CHROMAKINESIS. That could explain why they were once on the run. Before the mind wipe, they were known for being VEHEMENT and DEVOTED, but now they’re IMPETUOUS and EMOTIONAL.

info about yeong’s peculiarity exists here.

most of you are familiar with yeong as a character and have an idea or firsthand experience as to what yeong’s backstory was but i’ll just do a quick rundown of ( almost ) everything that happened to them up to this point

yeong grew up without a family and was in foster care for a few years, but after discovering their abilities, they got scared and anxious and paranoid and ran away when they were like 6 and spent their entire life alone, running from country to country as a means of survival (to not be discovered as a peculiar) because they had to use their powers to live since they didn’t have a family to support them , and then eventually when they were 15, they fell in love with someone while in new york and while they were there, they were betrayed and experienced numerous traumatic events one right after the other, and they had never been able to come back from it because they never had a family or friends or any sort of support system so they never learned to deal with their problems and it tore them apart emotionally and mentally, and it didn’t help that they had emotion issues due to their heightened emotions and that’s why yeong is the way they are bc they hadn’t been the same since they were heartbroken and betrayed

and it led to them being so detached and push people away - they were so afraid of being hurt again and losing the people they care about, but like yeong is a people person and by nature longs to be loved and accepted and have a place to belong, but they were detached and lonely and pushed people away because they’re afraid of loss and pain. and that’s why they had such complicated friendships with ppl like taemin and chungha bc they care but they were so afraid to care. bc they didn’t want what happened before to happen again. they used to have a problem with lying, always either saying things people want to hear or saying things to avoid the shame, guilt and grief that would come with the truth, but they started to lie less the more time passed. plus, they’re also a compulsive thief tbh since they had been using their powers to cheat and steal as a means of survival for so long, they got into a really bad habit of stealing when they feel necessary or just want to. and they also have expensive taste, and it’s been established that they have a secret loot of jewelry and riches they’ve stolen. they also threw themself around a lot (rip to when yeong and minjae were the resident hoes), and got into the habit of trying to use sex as a coping method

but then that plot drop happened and yeong was forced to learn they can’t take shortcuts and can’t use magic to solve their problems, so yeong made an effort to be better and was on a journey to turn their life around and pick up the pieces.

yeong is a sweet, loyal, soft angel (#YeonghuiDeservesBetter) who cares immensely and just wants to be loved and has a big ol’ heart that’s full of love that they just want to give and you have to be nice and love yeong sorry i don’t make the rules ://

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visual king 💯

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i’ll walk through the fire, i’ll begin again. ( click to enlarge )

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AU SERIES » FAIRYTALE / DISNEY AU

☆ FROZEN / THE SNOW QUEEN ( ft. @taempath )

when yeonghui traps arendelle in an eternal winter and flees the kingdom, running away from their problems and future, it’s up to taemin to find his best friend to put an end to the spell, and talk some sense into them. the journey turns out to be more of a task than he anticipated, but he refuses to give up on yeong, regardless of how much they push him away. yeong must learn the importance of love and friendship to find peace and control once again, but fear and anxiety holds them back, causing a myriad of problems to interfere.

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BLOOD STATUS: MUGGLEBORN | BEST SUBJECT: DEFENSE AGAINST THE DARK ARTS | PATRONUS: DOG

you might belong in hufflepuff    where they are just and loyal, those P A T I E N T hufflepuffs are true            and unafraid of toil.

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[ closed starter ]    --- ft. @medivms

    YEONGHUI HADN’T FOUND the will to sit down in hours, anxiety and nerves bubbling within them. instead, they resorted to pacing --- and going over every little detail of what could come later that night. EVERYTHING had led up to this moment. and it was still a surreal moment. yeong hadn’t been on a real d a t e since 1969, and that relationship didn’t particularly end well, and it took longer than it should’ve for yeong to ( get over ) that part of their life. but things were different this time. they weren’t jumping into anything recklessly. they knew evan -- yeong trusted him. and most of all, and most importantly, yeong wanted things to work out with him. they took one last look at themself in the MIRROR, the image of the outfit taemin helped them choose forever ingrained in their vision. they looked fine, but they wanted to look P E R F E C T. but it had to be ( good enough ) because it was time. and, god, was yeong nervous. they stepped out the front door onto the patio to wait for him, drawing a light breath.

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you asked someone out recently? did they say yes? if they did, you should give us your top 3 pointers for getting someone to go out with you.

‘ he said yes, yeah. i don’t particularly know how to get someone to go out with me, though. but if someone wanted my interest, i guess, then the best way to get there is patience, understanding and care. ’

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You know, you were a lot more fun with all your memories erased. I mean, sure it meant some murder and blood shed, but all in good fun, right! Any plans on going back to that?

    ‘ i’m good actually. but if you are a fan of that whole... thing, then be my guest. ’

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if you had the option to switch abilities with one other group member for the day. who would you choose and why?

    ‘ i’d have to say soojin because i’ve always found the stars and space to be beautiful, and i’d like a taste of that. ‘

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what's the fondest memory you have of being in the group so far?

    ‘ i’d say most of my fondest memories just revolved around the past few weeks. just being with taemin, evan, chungha, bokyung, teddy, soojin… everyone, really. i’ve gotten much closer to a lot of people, and this is the first time i’ve ever really had friends and this is the closest thing i’ve ever had to a family. ’

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do you regret killing miss mendoza?

    ‘ i cannot apologize enough for what happened that week. i do regret it, yes. and i will do my best to make it up to everyone --- whatever it takes. ’