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[SMS: Connor]

Connor: I said goodnight

Connor: and I love you xx

Danny: Ah yes got it that time

Danny: Night ❤

[SMS: Connor]

Connor: I do not reek! and you know it! lol

Connor: Alright, alright. I'll call you when I wake up if it's not too late over there.

Connor: goodnight xo I love you

Danny: That last message didn't send what was that?

[SMS: Connor]

Connor: i do like it, it's nice. So you might be stuck with it permanently.

Connor: ... I wouldn't use the word reeked lol

Danny: I would you are so smelly Connor omg take a bath pthpth

Danny: Now go to bed lol it's late

[SMS: Connor]

Connor: I'm allowed to have tea, and whatever fruit blended abomination starbucks is producing now lol Just no black coffee twice a day.

Connor: ... it never smelled gross wtf it smelled like your cologne

Danny: Ehehe I know it didn't I just wanted to know if you liked the cologne

Danny: Bc I still use it we're stuck with a whole new bottle's worth

Danny: I assume you still use Spice Bomb you always reeked of that stuff

[SMS: Connor]

Connor: I promise not to pick up any other vices between now and when you get here.

Connor: also I have to give up black coffee so once again, you were right and I should have listened.

Connor: of course I still have it!

Connor: it doesn't smell like you anymore :/ but I have it!

Danny: Unfortunately I still work at StarHell FuckBucks so you might still be drinking a lot of tea, hope the Dr. didn't ban that too

Danny: ...omg

Danny: Are you really upset it doesn't smell like my gross body that is so

[SMS: Connor]

Connor: yeah I was kind of doing a lot of that...

Connor: more than usual. A lot more

Connor: but not anymore... I'm done with it, I'm serious. Not another drink.

Danny: Who fucking said that this would happen? Hah it was me.

Danny: I stg I can't leave you alone for 5 seconds. Or like 5 months lol.

Danny: I'm packing up my awesome threads and getting over there as soon as possible, try and not develop some other problem until then for the love of god.

Danny: Ugh it's gonna be cold and I only have like 4 cool hoodies left.

Danny: Hey do you still have that blue one? Tiger stripes?

[SMS: Connor]

Connor: I'm glad I came back too. And I promise never to put you or my mother through anything like that ever again.

Connor: i had my follow up today and they say the pacemaker is working like it's supposed to, my heart beat's not too slow. And I'm going to keep seeing my doctors in Portland.

Connor: and a counselor for the drinking. I'm quitting that too. I'm done being a reckless idiot.

Danny: DRINKING!?!?!?!?

[SMS: Connor]

Connor: I wouldn't say the world is terrible all the time.

Connor: yeah?

Danny: Prove me wrong I dare you.

Danny: I just wanted to let you know I'm glad I came back. Thanks for almost dying and forcing me home...you're never allowed to do that again though. Like ever.

[SMS: Connor]

Connor: he's not you, so he never stood a chance. That's not even factoring in the dumb ponytail, which also doesn't work in his favor

Connor: don't be alarmed by the way if they start playing a lot of Nirvana in April, Kurt Cobain's death anniversary is a huge deal in seattle like people take off school to mourn and everything lol

Danny: It is dumb he's so dumb why is he always so happy the world is terrible

Danny: Offense intended I don't trust that guy.

Danny: Fine by me I'll have a better seat in class that day. Let them fall behind to mourn, they're weak.

Danny: Connor?

[SMS: Connor]

Connor: I love you.

Connor: and in case you'd like to hear it again, I love you.

Connor:I think maybe we should try school in seattle and skip going to U Oregon in Eugene cause Shawn is there and I know you hate his guts lol

Danny: I never said that alright

Danny: If he had untied shoelaces I would definitely not tell him, let him trip, and then laugh at his pain

Danny: But no one said I hated his guts that is all assumption

Danny: Can't be too careful, him and his dumb ponytail have been cozy-ing up to my boyfriend all winter.

Danny: School in Seattle sounds nice.

[SMS: Connor]

Connor: to be fair tome you have a history of trying to talk me out of things I've already decided on so maybe I was a little defensive lol

Connor: but really? You'd want to move?

Connor: tbh Seattle and Portland aren't *that* far from one another, so we could live in either city... I might be a tad biased in thinking Portland is better but Seattle isn't bad at all. They both have a fair amount of hipsters so maybe don't work in a coffee shop that's asking to be pissed off lol

Connor: hope you like rain, there's gonna be a lot of it.

Danny: You WERE defensive and you sent me xo's and also you said something before those xo's, what was that again?

Danny: Yeah I'd want to move. I don't think it's a good idea to have you moving around like a fuckboy right after you get out of the hospital and your family is here so.

Danny: I have very little back home I'm not one to form "bonds"

Danny: Well I have one

Danny: I tried to sever it but it didn't work at all I loved him too much.

[SMS: Connor]

Connor: If you're trying to talk me out of it it's not going to work

Connor: you SAID you still wanted me if I wanted you, I do. I made my choice. It's happening, deal with it.

Connor: love you xoxo

Danny: Pfffft I didn't even get to finish

Danny: Is gun jumping an olympic sport? You'd win gold.

Danny: Remove those xo's burn them tbh

Danny: What if you didn't move

Danny: What if I did

Danny: Like I've lived in the US before and my grades probably challenge every President's I could go to college anywhere

Danny: We could live in Oregon

Danny: Or Washington

Danny: They have a high suicide rate, I find that charming

[SMS: Connor]

Connor: Danny Park...

Danny: What if you didn't move...

[SMS: Connor]

Danny: Connor Park...

connor--park

[;Connor looked down solemnly, sighing a little and closing his eyes. He was going to have to will himself not to cry but he could probably manage.] I can’t …I won’t force you. You …you told me to stay. You don’t want me there, whether it changes things or not. I have to respect that. So. If you … If you want me to let go I won’t drag you against your will. I don’t want to let go. I really fucking don’t. But if this is the only way and this is what you want, if I loved you I wouldn’t try to impose. And… [;he bit down hard on the inside of his lip] I do love you. [;He couldn’t manage after all, squeezing his eyes closed tightly to stop the tears]

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Oh my god you're going to make me do it aren't you...[;Danny sighed, slowly standing up and moving to the hospital bed, sitting down, and straddling Connor's legs so he could look at him face on] I'm probably sitting on some important cords right now and you're probably going to die or something if I don't get off soon so listen close. I want you to do exactly what you want. I love you too and to be honest I can't tell you that it wouldn't change anything if you showed up. That being said I also really don't want you to give up your whole life for me. Because, as you may know, I am not a good shot at a stable life. I feel like you'd be better off without me, but if you want me...I want you too. [;he felt his cheeks gets warm and went up to scratch at them irritably]

connor--park

If I went…would it change anything? [;he bit his lip] I just have to know. Cause I… I can’t show up and be alone anyway. And don’t lie. It doesn’t matter what the answer is, but don’t lie. This is important.

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[;nothing. he couldn't think of anything to say to that. Just say no this is your out. Just...say...] Don't ask me that.

connor--park

[;He nodded at Danny’s question about eating and chewed carefully, sighing softly and shaking his head] You are my choice of idiot human, so yeah. I did really consider. I’m still considering if you must know. I haven’t made up my mind not to do it, and even if you told me not to, that’d be no guarantee that I wouldn’t say fuck that and just do it anyway. There I’d be. In fucking Incheon with you laughing your ass off at my stupid accent… and I’d still rather be there because you’re there.

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[;he snorted making a face and tapping his finger on the bridge of Connor's nose just..looking at him. He could probably ask himself this 100 times and still not know but; what was with this kid?] You're the worst, did you know? You're the very worst, Connor Park. [;he smiled wide for just a second before pulling another face] But your accent is stupid. It's way too manly for you. [;He looked up at the ceiling for a long time before he spoke again] Stay here. I'm not in charge of you but that is my suggestion, stay in the country that has your family and life in it.

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