it's [your] grace

stay lost with me

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[yesyouaremysun]

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ 　ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤㅤ • • • ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ 　 ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ 　i've looked a long time to find you, ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ 　just to lay beside you. ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ

[yesyouaremysun]

this is my first video that i made in after effects [with the help of my good friend] so i will be very glad to comments! in general, this is an interesting collab, because i am the creator of the idea and the skeleton of the video, my friend helped me a lot with the application and effects that were new to me, and my love made the cover. i don't even know how it turned out what we did, but i definitely like it. what else to say... thanks to my dear ones for being part of making this video with me, i love louistat and thanks for watching!

my friend: @JackLondonChannel [on youtube]

my love: @m-bennet

[yesyouaremysun]

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ 　 ㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ— a last dance before the feast? ㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ— i'd like that. i'd like that very much. ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ

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[yesyouaremysun]

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ 　 ㅤㅤㅤ 　 ㅤㅤᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ, ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ. ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ

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[yesyouaremysun]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝗒𝗈𝗎'𝗏𝖾 𝗀𝗈𝗍 𝗇𝗈 𝗉𝗅𝖺𝖼𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗁𝗂𝖽𝖾. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗂'𝗆 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝗅𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝖺 𝗏𝗂𝗅𝗅𝖺𝗂𝗇, 𝗀𝗈𝗍 𝖺 𝗁𝗎𝗇𝗀𝖾𝗋 𝗂𝗇𝗌𝗂𝖽𝖾. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗅𝗈𝗈𝗄 𝗂𝗇 𝗆𝗒 𝖾𝗒𝖾𝗌, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗒𝗈𝗎'𝗋𝖾 𝗋𝗎𝗇𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝖼𝖺𝗎𝗌𝖾 𝗂'𝗆 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗀𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗈 𝖾𝖺𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗏𝖾. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

[yesyouaremysun]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴀᴍ ϙᴜᴇᴇɴ, ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ɪ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴇ ᴀ ɴᴇᴡ ᴏʀᴅᴇʀ. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

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[yesyouaremysun]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀— i want to fly with you on dragonback, ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀see the great wonders across the narrow sea ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀and eat only cake. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

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[yesyouaremysun]

[yesyouaremysun]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀« ɪ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴜsᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ɪ'ᴍ… ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴛ. ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇᴅ ᴛᴏᴏ. sᴏ… ʜᴇʀᴇ's ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ᴜs. » ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

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[yesyouaremysun]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀❝⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ɪ'ᴍ ʟᴏsᴛ ᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴇʀᴇ. ᴏʀ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟᴏsᴛ. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ᴍʏ ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ɪs ɢᴏɴᴇ﹐ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴛʜᴇʀ ɪs ɢᴏɴᴇ. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ɴᴏ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀❞ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

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[yesyouaremysun]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊'𝖘 𝖓𝖔 𝖊𝖓𝖉 𝖙𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖓𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖒𝖆𝖗𝖊, ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀𝖉𝖆𝖗𝖐𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝖎𝖘 𝖎𝖓 𝖒𝖞 𝖛𝖊𝖎𝖓𝖘. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

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[yesyouaremysun]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝖎𝖋 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖜𝖆𝖓𝖙 𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖛𝖊𝖓, ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖌𝖔𝖙𝖙𝖆 𝖈𝖗𝖆𝖜𝖑 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖜𝖆𝖞 𝖙𝖍𝖗𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍 𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖑. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝖉𝖔 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖘𝖚𝖋𝖋𝖊𝖗 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖐𝖎𝖘𝖘 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀'𝖈𝖆𝖚𝖘𝖊 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖈𝖆𝖓'𝖙 𝖌𝖊𝖙 𝖊𝖓𝖔𝖚𝖌𝖍? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀

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[yesyouaremysun]

ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤʜᴏɴᴇʏ, ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ sᴏ ᴄᴏʟᴅ ㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤㅤㅤɪ ʟᴏsᴇ ᴍʏ sᴇʟғ ᴄᴏɴᴛʀᴏʟ. ㅤㅤ

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[yesyouaremysun]

ㅤㅤ ㅤ ㅤㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤᴡʜʏ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴡᴇ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇ ғʀɪɢʜᴛᴇɴᴇᴅ? ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀʏ, ᴏɴʟʏ ᴡᴀʏ ᴏᴜᴛ ɪs ɢᴏɪɴɢ ɪɴ. ㅤㅤ

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[yesyouaremysun]

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ㅤㅤㅤnothing is gonna go back to the way that it was. not really.

ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ it’ll get better. in time.

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[yesyouaremysun]

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ

for a while i tried to be happy. normal. but i think that maybe a part of me died that day too.

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ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ love, your shitty little sister, max.

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