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I always marvel at the humans’ ability to keep going. They always manage to stagger on even with tears streaming down their faces.

Markus Zusak (via quotemadness)

RBF no more?

So, the other day, Lois’ boyfriend told him that he saw me. When asked how was I, he said I looked pretty and that I’m always smiling.

Lois was shocked so was I. Why? Well, I have this Resting Bitch Face syndrome. HAHA, and I rarely smile. Then I remembered... Every time we see each other, I was with you. And this is how being with you makes me feel; happy, like a kid, and all walls done. Because I know, you’ll be the strongest wall that I can have.

So I guess, that’s more eye wrinkles for me because of all the days that we’ll be together.

I am so tired living. I am so tired trying.

Importante ka sa akin. Kaya nga mas gusto ko na lang mawala kesa maging pabigat.

Sinasabi ko sayo dahil ayokong gawin. And the only way for me to stop myself is to tell someone how I feel. I'm sorry it's offending you. You wont hear any of these from me again. Cause maybe pretending I'm okay would be best.

Help.

I guess I was just looking for a "I need you" and "I love you". But maybe no one really needs me, no? I hate myself.

I just wanna feel better. Gusto ko lang maging normal. Pero lahat ng umiikot sa paligid ko sobrang dragging. Hinihila ako pababa. Gusto ko lang huminga. Nauubos na naman ako. Tulong.

Not even titan likes me. 😓

Nararamdaman mo ba na nagseselos ako sa bawat oras na binabaling mo sa iba na dapat sa atin muna sana? Nararamdaman mo ba yung tampo ko kapag niyayaya kitang lumabas para sa atin pero may iba pa rin pa lang kasama? Hindi? Gano kahabang oras ba ang meron tayo na tayo lang? Kelan tayo huling nag usap na tayo lang? Bakit ako lang nakakaramdam nito? Pasensya na. Pasensya na kung sumisingit pa ko sa oras mo. Pasensya na kung nakakabwisit na ko. Wag kang mag alala, hindi ka na maiinis pa.

Mas nag uusap pa tayo nung nandon ako sa amin. Sino bang mas nakakausap mo ngayon? Napapansin mo ba? Hindi, diba? Bakit nga uli ako malungkot? A, wala lang. Sadyang baliw lang ako. Yaan mo, mawawala na ko.

Crying myself to sleep every night when I'm alone. This is making me weaker and weaker everyday. I don't even know what's making me sad. I wanted all of this to end. I can't even tell anyone about this. How do I even explain this to someone. That somehow I manage to go on with my life daily feeling empty and cry myself to sleep at night to feel worst. I'm so tired of my life. I feel so alone.

Everyone's better off without me.

Palagi na lang akong naiiyak ng walang dahilan. Ano bang problema ko?

Logging off.

quotemadness

I’m a coward when it comes to matters of the heart. That is my fatal flaw.

Haruki Murakami (via quotemadness)

Showing weakness doesn't help. See? Hindi ka na maintindihan ng kahit sino. Baliw ka kasi. Tumigil ka na lang. Alisin mo ko dito. 😔

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