- &&. ā I WAS NOT AWARE you had developed such an interest in my character, you have always seemed more interested in forging pleasantries with my father. ā Her tone is stiff, rigid, Yicheng is unable to mask the clear disdain in her voice. Had they not been in front of such a crowd, Yicheng likely wouldāve antagonised him further, it was all too easy for her to do, and he her. Jianjun was a famed military general, no doubt there would be at least someĀ welcome for his arrival in Europe, but for her? Likely there would be no such thing. Princesses were such fragile things in the eyes of Lords. General Jianjun and his beautiful wife, the Chinese Princess. Yicheng hated how her name was always carried alongside his, like an accessory, and she hated how he allowed it, marvelled in it even, using her position in court to gain favours with her father, stealing his affections and turning them into his own.Ā
ā You ask me what I want? YouĀ who marched into the palace along with your family, your men, claiming me as your prize in the name of uniting our country together. ā Yicheng turns herself away from his gaze, lest her emotions take control of her and he is able to see the sadness, the disappointment, the rageĀ screwing up her pretty face. He taunts her just as she taunts him. An endless game of cat and mouse that began to moment the two laid eyes on one another. Who was the cat? Who was the mouse? She stands still, like stone, collecting herself before she returns to him, emotionless once more,Ā ā Communicate to me then, voice them to me, what can I give to you now, that I havenāt already? ā Yicheng takes a challenging step closer to him, they are of similar height, but Jianjun stands much broader and commanding that her petite stature ever could, call her brave or foolish, she does not back down, ā You wish for my affections yet you have done nothing to earn them. You want me placid, submissive, serving you like I am some sort of common lady, but I am not. I am the Crown Princess, perhaps you forget that. ā Ā Ā Ā
Ā Ā Ā āYour father is an honourable, good man; his respect and good graces, are priceless.ā IĀ He had long accepted that he would endure their marriage, in the absence of hers; whether he craved her tenderness, had long died, with the pitiful look she had offered, upon news of their nuptials. Yicheng regarded Jianjun as the settlement of business - he could not deny the semblance of appeasement in the match, but believed himself deserving of such a prestigious gift.Ā āWe would do well to think of the dark day in which he leaves the throne - your brothers are restless, and our alliance will seal our fate at court.ā He saw nothing in their personal affairs, to hinder them from one day being fused in alliance. The discord between her brothers was not a matter of if, or if who, but merely when - when, would they be forced to declare loyalties.Ā Yicheng darklyĀ stigmatised he and his kin, revealed in this frank fashion. Reminiscing of their proposal summoned what was truthful, but ardent in its bitterness. Jianjun had fixed his resolve to not quarrel publicly with his wife, but he could not betray his nature - nor, the slighting of his family name. āYour regard my acceptance of your fatherās offer with such venom - I do not know, how your tongue supports it weight. It is you then, who regarded our match as a diplomatic failure from the outset, not I. If you are the Crown Princess, and I your lapdog, then it is your lead, I am bound to follow.āĀ
Ā Ā Long were her praises for her own benevolence at bestowing him a ship, or tigerās cub - short, were moments of palpable friendlinessĀ or muted respect (he would readily accept it as a token of kindness). Turning from her, he withdrew his eyes, his sense of harmony unlawfully disturbed by the entire scene. Could no pleasant strain be passed between them - no pleasant anecdote of the past, retold?Ā āWhat more do I want? A conversation without sneering? An ounce of respect for my family and name? Shall I continue, or is candour only reserved for your class?ā He had reserved an ounce ofĀ hesitation for theĀ arduous nature of the voyage ahead of them - though Jianjun feared their close quarters now, far more than the elements. If public spats did not sink the ship, Yicheng would surely find some method to send him to the ocean floor.Ā Ā āAllow me then - if you wish me to fight for you, do not convince me at every step that your good humour is a lost cause. As for your status, Crown Princess - you seem incapable of a breath, without mentioning it. Often it is said those who truly embody their rank, do not need to pronounce it - the proof, is in the pudding.āĀ