To MyĀ Courageous Loving Chicas
āIgnore the story and see the soul, youāll never regret itā - Seane CornĀ
We all have different stories. We all have different motivations to step on our mats. We all have different intentions to attend a retreat. Regardless of our differences, love and bonds we created was a lifetime treasure. Here is our story of Blissful Yoga Retreat. Iām dedicating this blog post to my 10 chicas who showed up each moment to be courageous and loving towards each others.Ā
Leading up to my first ever retreat, especially one week prior, I had sleepless nights. I was extremely nervous and scared. I had never done this before, I didnāt know how it would turn out. But I guess I knew everything was going to be okay, when I sent a group message to everyone that I missed my flight in Montreal.Ā
Although Kim and I were at the airport 2 hours ahead of our scheduled flight, due to the long wait line at YUL airport, we missed our flight by 10 minutes. I remember when my Delta app saidĀ āThe aircraft has departed from the gateā, I said a hugeĀ āFā word. I sent everyone a quick message to notify to leave without us at San Jose Airport. I felt ashamed for a moment that the teacher was missing on her retreat, but I trusted the Universe. I knew everything will Ā be okay.Ā
The 8 chicas met at the airport without me, introduced themselves to each other, began their journey. On their way to Vida Asana, the gorgeous jungle Yoga retreat centre, they visited a national park where crocodiles live. I saw the video of those swimming crocodiles... (I guess my dots confirms how scary it looked!) They settled themselves into their cabins, ate delicious organic dinner, and went to bed. 2 chicas and myself arrived slightly after 11pm. Everything was so dark, all I could smell was the burnt trees and the ocean air. It reminded me of my trips to Bali. I knew in that moment, Costa Rica is a magical place where piece of my heart will always remain.Ā
Each morning, we started our practice at 6:30am. It seems early but the sunrise in Costa Rica is around 5:45am. The temperature rises very quickly so by the end of our practice, we were so ready to jump into the pool to cool ourselves down.Ā
I structured the classes according to each Chakras. Our first practice began with Muladhara Chakra. As ladies, we all have insecurities about our body. Through the Yoga practice, I asked them if they can accept their bodies as it is, also to trust our body. We did a partner work to trust our relationships to each other as well. As chicas laid down in Savasana, I had the moment of bliss. The sound of nature was our soundtrack, chicas looked so peaceful. What can I ask more about this retreat? My answer was nothing. I noticed tears were running on my cheeks while I had a big smile on. I felt deeply in my heart, Iām living my dream. And these chicas made my dream into reality. I already had so much love towards them.Ā
On Day 2, we lounged by the pool, some of them rode bikes to Playa Hermosa beach, and one got a sweat massage on site. Not only Vida Asana was a comfortable place to stay, but the most important thing caught my eyes, there was always a place for all of us to gather. I thought chicas would go off to their adventures. Instead, we were all together eating breakfast, lunch and dinner. If majority of us were sitting by the pool, everyone began to settle around the pool. They were curious about each other, individual stories, where they come from and what they do. I could see in just one day, their friendship was developing.Ā
I remember that night for dinner, 11 of us sat down together to eat. There were so much laughters. There was no single complain. I couldnāt believe we were all strangers until yesterday. We finished our day with a grounding Yin practice.Ā
Another day began at Vida Asana, today was our feeling the movement day, tapping into Svadhistana Chakra. It was about allowing the emotions to rise, feeling pleasures, and opening our hips. We also scheduled Stand Up Puddle boarding session for this day. And I believe Day 3 was the beginning of unleashing emotions for some of us.Ā
Removing ourselves from our daily life and seeing the life from different prospectives, allow us to face our fears and patterns of thoughts. I saw tears on that day, some chicas were facing their anxieties and sadness. See? This is what Yoga is all about. Itās not how long you can hold your handstand or master a cool pose. Itās allowing ourselves to feel joy and wounds. To witness the raw beauty of emotions and grow from it. I felt horned to be in their presence.Ā
Some of us ventured into the ocean for SUP while others waited at the beach. I have to tell you, again this was my dream. The instructors were helpful and supportive, we all stood and puddled. We practiced Yoga on the board while smiling to each other. I did Savasana on the board. I was floating on the water, seeing the limitless sky. I felt free.Ā
I wish I could have recorded our conversations at the dinner table. I wish I could remember each conversation we had. You all chicas bring so much joy to my life. (And it was only Day 3. Can you imagine what is going to happen when we say goodbye?)
Another adventure day began. We visited National Park Manuel Antonio. We left Vida Asana at 7:30am in the morning with some snack and lunch in our backpacks. The conversations never stopped with these chicas, especially about boys. I remember I just kept laughing and laughing as we shared stories. The 2 hours shuttle ride to the park wasnāt bad at all with you all. You make everything so easy.Ā
Manuel Antonio is the most visited national park in Costa Rica. We hired a private tour guide. As we entered the park, we saw sloths right away! The guide Ceaser was amazing. He spotted the tiniest insects and little lizards. He knew everything about the insects to monkeys. After an hour and half of walking in the park, we finally arrived to the beach. It was a really hot day. Ticos (Costa Rican locals) were sweating. You can probably imagine how excited we were to be in the water. We ran to the beach, we soaked up the saltwater and the sun.Ā
Day 4 was about Manipura Chakra where we hold our willpower and self-esteem. After coming back from the day trip, we started our Vinyasa practice. It was already dark in the Shala (practice space) so we lit the fire to illuminate the space. It was more than perfect because it was about the element of fire. As we took pause in meditation during the practice, we offered doubts and fear into the fire to transform into courage. Tears were running some cheeks. Some felt powerful and courageous. There was a firefly circling around us as if he was cheering our practice. After the vinyasa practice, we did a partner meditation. We asked each other the questionĀ āwho are you?ā for 2 minutes. After 2 minutes of answering the question, they told each other their impressions of each other. It took such a short time to get to know one another. They were seeing each otherās soul with love and compassion. What we think of ourselves are often different from what people think of us.Ā
As I saw them share their love towards each other, words canāt explain how beautiful it was to witness the vastness of their hearts. I couldnāt hold myself anymore. I actually turned my back from them to hide my tears but it was too late. My voice was shaking as I cried. Yoga was serving them. It was beautiful. So so beautiful. As I cried in that moment, chicas ran to me and gave me hugs.Ā
This day was the last day to spend time as 11 of us. And I believe everyone had the moment ofĀ āI wish we could continue this journey foreverā. We began our day wth Vinyasa practice. Anahata and Vishudhi chakra. It was all about opening our heart to love ourselves, forgive ourselves and others, also expressing the truth with our voice. Our heart was already full of love and we felt safe to free our emotions.
This day was another day for activity for some chicas as we rode waves with our surf boards. We head to Playa Jaco where the waves are perfect for beginnersā surfing. We encouraged each other to conquer our fear of water as others watched us surf on the beach. We all stood up on the boards right away. Experienced Yoga (being in the moment) while we surfed. I remember the smiles we all had.Ā
After the surfing lesson, we did tree planting organized by a local non-profit organization Costas Verdes. Because of the climate change and the early development in Costa Rica, the population of turtles is decreasing. The sex of turtles is determined by the temperature of the sand. By planting trees and creating more shades, it will allow the mama turtles to nest and even out both baby chicos and chicas turtlesāĀ populations. It was especially emotional for me since I dedicated my tree to my family member who past away last year. It felt very symbolic. We all enjoyed watching the sunset on Playa Hermosa before we began our closing ceremony.
The closing ceremony was so emotional because it was our final night to spend with each other. I began my sentence of gratitude and of course I cried. I tried to keep it straight but I couldāt hold it. The Blissful Yoga Retreat was a success and this experience was more than words can explain. Each of us shared their moments, how grateful to build lasting relationships with each other, and how they felt rejuvenated and replenished after the retreat. They faced their fear, sadness, doubts and insecurities. They over came those tough moments in their life, retouch their inner lights they have, and found themselves once again. We finished our closing ceremony with Loving Kindness meditation. We looked each otherās in the eyes and held hands and saidĀ āMay you be happy. May you be free from suffering. May you be at easy and peace. May you be loved. You are enough. You can always count on me when in doubt. You are my friend and I love you.ā to each other.Ā
Since I was leaving Vida Asana early in the morning and one more practice to teach, I should have gone to the room after dinner to pack, but I couldnāt help myself to sit at the dinner table with my chicas. I wished the moment last forever. I looked around their tender smiles and hearts. My dream came true, my retreat was success, but most importantly I have these chicas in my life who are ray of lights.
As I waited my chicas to arrive at the Shala. I saw them walking from their cabins for the last time. I looked around the beauty of their hearts as I guided the last practice. We held hands during Savasana while taking in each moment we shared.Ā
We departed that day to another journey. Some traveled back home and some were heading to another adventure. We hugged and we cried.Ā
Blissful Yoga Retreat will always have a special place in my heart. This 6 days were perfection.Ā
To my courageous loving chicas,Ā
Thank you for traveling with me to Costa Rica. Thank you for choosing Blissful Yoga Retreat. Thank you for trusting me. But most importantly, thank you for showing up every moment with open hearts and minds. When I saw Yoga in each of you, Yoga is serving within you, it melted my heart and gave me hope that the world can be a better place because of your existence.Ā
Costa Ricans saysĀ āPura Vidaā which means pure life. I saw your pure light, you touched my heart. You are all Pura Vida.Ā
Words canāt explain how grateful I am to know you and you are part of my life now. I canāt ask more, this trip was one of the best trip I ever taken.Ā
The divine light in me honors the divine light in you, I bow to you.