Another common thing in spiritual circles, when you have some deep realization - when there’s true awakening, you’re sort of waking up not only from your personal stuff, your personal illusion, but if there’s real awakening you’ve penetrated through collective illusions, the collective consciousness of humanity. And when you get beyond the collective consciousness of humanity, there’s not a lot of company out there. (laughs)
There’s really not a lot of company out there. All the company you know is back in that illusion, one’s personal illusions, and then the collective illusions we agree upon as human beings. The way we see the world and ourselves, and others. And there’s a tremendous sense of aloneness, which isn’t the same as loneliness. Loneliness is only something a separate person can come up with. But aloneness is something different. Aloneness can be, initially, a bit disturbing as well. It’s why a lot of people when they have some glimpse, they run back to the dream state, cause there’s company there. It’s familiar, people understand you there, you know? …
It’s sort of like you’re an alcoholic and you stop drinking, but you live the rest of your life in a bar. You’re in the bar, but you don’t really fit in because you’re not drinking anymore. (laughs)
Awakening is a bit like that, like sobering up but spending the rest of your life in a bar where everybody’s drinking, and rather drunk, loaded, and acting weird because of it and wondering why you’re not partaking. And thinking you’re a bit strange, you know?