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Part 1: Even if you forget them forever, they will remain by your side.
Summary: You caught up in an awful hit-and-run accident and you received significant injury on the head—causing you to have amnesia. Characters include: Von Lycaon and Ellen Joe.
Part 2: Fragments of memories.
Summary: Your friend, unknowingly to you was your lover, taking care of you and being by your side when they can as possible. Attempts to regain your lost memory can be tiring but your lover didn't give up. Regardless the chances of you never remembering one bit. They'll stay. Characters include: Von Lycaon and Ellen Joe.
Irascible boyfriend.
Caution: None. Pairing: Kalpas x gn!reader Story type: Headcanons.
How in the goddamn Honkai you managed to steal this man's heart is unknown—congratulations nonetheless.
A buffer. I'm not kidding. You are already aware of how unstable and aggressive this man is as he tends to seek out fights, maim or something he can murder with. God... he's a total sadist when he's tormenting his opponents and with that hysterical laugh of his. Please do something about this as his significant other.
As Kalpas's lover, you gain the privilege to be the closest person he's with. I mean... you're his significant other and it's normal to be close with him. He was less aggressive in your presence and less harsh in words, including tone. Just don't trigger him with something you aware easily offended him—you'll die if you do that.
Oh, you think just because of your status as Kalpas's lover doesn't mean you are off the hook from getting challenged in a fight with him. That's not how it works. "Since you have nothing better to do; fight me." His proposal. You can feel he's smirking behind his mask.
Overall, he loves you as you do the same. If he's not he won't waste his time to be your boyfriend if it wasn't the fact his feelings for you. He wasn't the one to sugarcoat bullshit with his words. But he tolerates you, along with a hidden affection he can't express properly for you.
You are the unabashed one to initiate physical contact. Your hand holding his or linking your arm around his casually while waving your other hand to greet his other Flame Chasers members much to some astonishment. Elysia would say something about the power of love is never fails to surprise her—the rest somehow agreed. Including Mobius but she won't admit it out loud.
You are probably at least wondering what he looks like behind that mask of his. Maybe you can try to make him indulge your curiosity about it or attempt to take it off when he's conked out (if the chance of him falling asleep is possible that is).
Your husband at this point.
Man, he's so attractive the fact he can cook. Even takes care of his face skin as already proved he's using a facial mask. He'll probably make you wear one, too.
There's a chance for him to cook for your lunch box. He can be sweet because of his talent in the kitchen. Just don't forget it is already served on the table. "Oi, your lunch!" Kalpas yelled after you when you forgot it.
Ah, he has a side job, isn't he? You just so happen to read that photo album. "Stop looking at it." Seriously, stop it. He'll chase after you if you tease the hell out of him about it.
As the butler of Golden Courtyard, don't skip your three meals per day. When it comes to you—you are absolutely about to be wrecked than other residents if you do. Especially if you're working from home and too preoccupied to the point of skipping your meals. You're so doomed. "Oi..." He would barge inside your room with that death glare of his through behind his mask. Good luck dealing with him.
Fragments of memories.
Caution: Amnesia. Please be aware of this and read my writing at your own risk if you decide to be stubborn (those who have issues related to the caution or having potential traumatized triggered I've detailed above). Pairing: Ellen Joe, Von Lycaon x gn!reader. Genre: Fluff and mild comfort.
Part 2: She only do what she can.
Ellen Joe
It's been a few days since the incident. Ellen has been visiting you whenever she can and trying to help you regain the memories you lost. She's not that good at this kind of thing. But you're her significant other, you've done a lot for her so it's only natural that she'd return the favor—taking care of you and doing her best patiently trying to progress you remembering who she is to you. Including your shared friends and acquaintances—luckily you remembered your name at least.
But she didn't tell you that she was your girlfriend. She doesn't want to make things worse or add to your confusion.
Even if you somehow never remember her... she'll stay.
Present, Ellen is here. Visiting you again. The girl sticks at your side considering your amnesia condition requires supervision and can't be left alone. It wasn't necessary for every hour. You may go anywhere in her absence but outside of the hospital is out of the question. After her colleagues found out about this incident prior day ago—they immediately ushered her to take a few days off.
She agreed. It means less tired and she can spend her spare time with you.
She wasn't empty-handed when visiting you. There should be at least some meals or dessert she brought for you during her visit. That's how thoughtful she was when she wanted to.
Entering the room where you reside the sound of the door opening and closing back reached your ears. You perked up and tore your gaze away from the window to the familiar girl. Ellen reached your bedside and handed you a box as you curiously looked at the box.
"It's a cake." The silence in the room was shattered by her unusually soft voice as Ellen plopped down on the chair at your bedside."Cake...? You're too kind, Ellen." You smile brightly at her. Clearly in enthusiastic about dessert and whatever she brought for you was being appreciated as she deserved it. The tail-shark girl tossed a lazy wave dismissively about it in response.
Her gaze watched you open the cake box and lifted the plastic fork which is already available in it together. Your hand-grasping fork begins cutting a piece—guide it to her lips instead of yours. Ellen blinked.
"Here! Let's share! It'll taste more delectable if we share." You said. Ellen let out a sigh upon this before parted her lips and you fed her. This moment feels nostalgic. Reminds her of when you blatantly shoved something inside her mouth in those moments you shared your flavorful desserts with her.
This moment between you two brings her some comfort she may or may not need. Regardless of that, she'll treasure this moment. That warm gaze of yours is looking at her—if only she can also see the affection of your love for her once again she used to receive. Alas, your current condition is impossible.
She wonders... how she can make you fall in love with her again.
After discharge, Ellen escort you often. You both go to the same school which is somewhat massive luck she can keep an eye on you. Her friends who are also your friends as well also help you try to regain your memories.
If she has a shift she counting on her colleagues to take care of you. Well, you both going to the same school and job. That's how you two first met before and how your relationship started. Your time spent with Ellen and everyone else helping you when needed.
However, in one of your shifts. You simply dust off the bookshelf with a duster—you end up accidentally inhaling the dust and sneeze instantly. For questionable reasons, one of the books from its shelf dropped and hit your head.
You conked out.
By a goddamn book.
Your body hit the floor with a thud after the book. That's when the memory you've lost flooded back into your head as you already succumbed to a slumber by a mere book.
The next time you woke up, you found yourself in the comfort of the bed as if this was your house. You immediately sat up. Realization formed upon your features.
"Ah... you woke up?" A familiar feminine voice broke the silence. Ellen was sitting on the chair next to the bedside. Pretty much she just woke up from her slumber because of your sudden quick movement on the bed.
You suddenly embraced the girl who was dumbfounded at the sudden embrace you gave her. "I... remember. I remember now. Everyone and you—us."
Ellen's eyes snapped and dilated slightly upon the news. Wrapped her arms around you in return. Feels more relieved as if the torment has finally been lifted off her shoulders.
"Welcome back."
Part 2: Loyalty that never fades.
Von Lycaon
Being the protective boyfriend Lycaon is, it shouldn't be surprising he's even taking the day off for the next few days just to make sure you're doing alright and making yourself adjust to your surroundings. He never loses his composure and for once—he is after the incident befell upon you.
You were confused seeing Lycaon at first but when he introduced himself and said you two were friends, it made you relieved but also not entirely considering you didn't remember this gentleman one bit. At least, in your current condition.
Yes, he doesn't reveal the fact he is also your boyfriend. It wasn't like he didn't want to but with your current condition, he deemed it was best to not reveal the relationship part. He wants to do it slowly. The hasty is unnecessary for amnesia patients like you.
It was a lovely afternoon today. You decide to take a walk on this lovely afternoon. Lycaon is at your side like a personal attendant he is. You chatted with him enthusiastically in your voice. Despite losing your memories, you're cheerful as he remembered.
"Oh! Look...!" You exclaimed. A forefinger lifted as you point out certain two birds who seem to be in love with each other. Lycaon directed his gaze to where your finger pointed, even a trivial thing such as this still managed to capture your attention.
"Aw...! How adorable!" You cupped your cheeks with your hands while enjoying the lovely-dovey sight between the lovebirds. The corner of Lycaon's lips tugged a small smile.If only those lovebirds were you and him. But your current condition didn't indulge his thoughts despite he deserves it as your significant other.
His loyalty is unwavering. He'll stay with you regardless you remember him or not.
You continue spending your time together with Lycaon. Considering you both working at the same faction it makes it easier for him to know your condition more closely after discharge. Helping you make connections back with others and continue attempts to help your condition by telling you stories or showing taken pictures.
One of your shifts, Mrs. Sebastiane making another questionable dessert. Again. You who didn't remember about her odd culinary or because people around you forgot to warn you about it—you accept the offer to have some.
You're so doomed.
You ended up collapsing to the floor after one taste. An invisible flow forced its way inside your head. The memories you lost after your incident returned to you and succumbed to a slumber because the awful taste of the pastry handmade by Mrs. Sebastiane lingered in your poor throat overwhelming your senses.
Time passed.
Your eyes slowly open. Feeling the soft pillow under your head and pleasant scents lingering in the air. Your eyes shut again before they snapped open in realization.
Hold on.
Did you pass out in the middle of work!?
You immediately sat up on the bed—when a firm hand landed on your shoulder. Your eyes trained to the bedside and there Lycaon sat in the chair next to the bed. "Are you alright? You've passed out earlier—"
Lycaon's words were cut off when you suddenly threw a sudden embrace at him. The thiren blinked. And you suddenly sobbing like a child you are—
"Waaaahh! I thought I was going to lose my memories forever!" You sobbed. Holy sheesh... maybe you should thank Ms. Sebastiane later for this.
Lycaon's eye goes wide at what you sobbing about. He feels relieved and very happy about it—hugging you back. You finally regain back your memories and he couldn't ask for more but this moment.
In the background, the door was ajar with three maids peeking at the scene through it. They were happy for both of you.
Postscript: I was supposed to finish this by Saturday. Alas, I was slacking off instead. I hope you like the ending.
may I suggest for part 2 of the amnesia fic that we (reader) relearn about our spouse, eventually regaining our memory or relearning how we fell in love with them again?
I deeply apologize. I was also working on it coincidentally. I was supposed to finish it on Saturday and immediately post it but I was slacking off instead—don't worry. I was about to do Lycaon's part and maybe tonight or tomorrow I'll be finished.
You're cool.
Caution: None. Pairing: Ellen Joe x gn!reader with Monofilament Wires ability. Story type: Headcanons. Requester: @sessylu.
Recently, you successfully join and became part of Victoria Housekeeping Co. and you are attracted to this one young woman. Named Ellen Joe.
She usually looks tired and falls asleep easily, hell, even in the middle of a mission! That's because she's a student who works part-time as part of Victoria Housekeeping Co.—balanced this routine as she can. That's why you try to get closer to her by helping her get more rest when given the chance.
What she likes and dislikes, you almost know everything through that question of yours throws at her. She doesn't show it, but she appreciates what you do for her. From the smallest to largest—it was helping her have extra naps. Even a mere few minutes.
She didn't know you also can fight and so did others. At first, you seemed like that. But that changed when you two were in a bit of trouble and separated from Lycaon, Rina and Corin—surrounded by Ethereals in the middle of mission. A large number of these creatures all in every angles trapped you both in a massive predicament.
"Tch..." she sighed. The lollipop within her mouth crushed under her sharp teeth. Suddenly, several blue-ish glowing wires thin as threads appeared—easily wrap those Ethereals at from the front row and the creature disintegrates effortlessly by it.
Her jaw (comically) promptly dropped slightly and the lollipop stick fell out of her mouth—it fell to the ground. Stunned, slightly shocked by what she saw. And that wire came from your finger. Appearance never fails to deceive people.
Even when Ellen tried to move her weapon, her body was still stuck there. Watching you destroy a large number of Ethereals with ease. Your fighting style... unique and cool. You are dangerous, Ellen notes. But a nice one to look at. Ellen's heart suddenly pick up its pace a little—a foreign feeling she feels at the moment which is uncharacteristically of her.
You are an elegant butler but your attacks are deadly. Finally, Ellen snapped out of her reverie and helped you eliminate this creature together. You two were so busy fighting to the point didn't notice that your separated colleagues had tracked your location and had arrived. Catching the sight of impressive powers you've possessed they are unaware of.
Lycaon didn't react but remain calm at the sight, however, silently surprised at the wrecked havoc before them. Rina's lips smile in amused while Corin staring in awe. Ellen mentally noted to return your kind favor you've done for her after this battle.
Postscript: I'm not officially open request but I'm intrigued with this one and so I did it. Just this once before I considered about open request officially. Edit: I edited this a little bit considering I read it again and found some not satisfying enough, something is a bit wrong and lacking something.
Even if you forget them forever, they will remain by your side.
Caution: Hit-and-run accident, blood mentioned and amnesia. Please be aware of this and read my writing at your own risk if you decide to be stubborn (those who have issues related to the caution or having potential traumatized triggered I've detailed above). Pairing: Ellen Joe, Von Lycaon x gn!reader. Genre: Angst.
Part 1: You've promised.
Ellen Joe
Just a normal day. You, Ellen's significant other—just hanging out together on a day when she had the day off from school and work—agreed to spend time with you. A date, to be more specific. Perfect weather for a walk around the Sixth Street area.
Suddenly your steps stopped, causing the young woman next to you to raise her eyebrows, wondering why. You smile awkwardly and explain to her. "Ah, I almost forgot. Since we're here I'm actually want to return this back."
You take out and held up a DVD you rented from Random Play. The problem is, you two are almost far from the video store, but you decide to go alone and saying it would be quick—is what you promised to the thiren—earned a heavy sigh but she wouldn't mind waiting for you, knowing you've always the type of person to keep your promises paid no matter how trivial, important nor out of whim those promise is—even if you somehow failed them you still keep it. Even ridiculous one.
"Don't worry, I'll make this quick!"
Your words echoed in the young woman's mind. You've promised. So... why don't you come back? She has been waiting for you for five minutes. Feeling uneasy suddenly developing within Ellen. What's this? This is a mere Sixth Street and surely you're accidentally caught up helping people on your way to return back to her. Right?
No... maybe I'm just tired. Yes, she probably a bit restless due to classes and her part time job is getting busier recently is why she somewhat feeling uneasy all of the sudden. Her teeth fiddling with the lollipop—not in relaxing way but uneasiness.
In the end she started walking towards Random Play. Wondering what's taking so long for you for a mere returning back the DVD. However, she was greeted with unexpected sight—in this supposed lovely ordinary day of her date with you.
Among the murmuring of several people gathered, you, lying motionless in Belle's arms. Blood flowed out of your head—enough for Ellen's teeth crushed the lollipop with a crack and eyes widened when she saw you in such awful and unsightful condition—a condition where she's failed to be there with you in danger.
Belle was cradling you gingerly while Wise make an emergency call, seemingly without a doubt about the accident and seeking help. The former's eyes accidentally locked with Ellen's—for the first time, Belle saw with her very own eyes. A look that was crossing Ellen's features at that time is uncharacteristic of the usual laid-back shark-tailed girl.
Ellen leaned against one of the row chairs in an empty hallway along with the two siblings. A shadow casting upon her eyes making her expression taking a dark tone. Her mind kept remembering Belle's words—the bluenette mentioned it was a hit-and-run accident. Even Wise and other people nearby gathering the scene earlier confirmed in agreement at the same thing.
Ellen wasn't always this angry. She is always calm and falls asleep easily when there is a chance. This one dared to hit you and is not responsible for your unfortunate they've caused. Intentionally or not—running away is a clear answer as the daylight. Her fingers curled into fist in pent-up anger and resentment.
Belle and Wise can feel it radiant off from Ellen's very own being as they both exchanging concern glance in the background—aware this is a real bad knowing someone is on the shark-tailed girl's bad side and how care she is towards you despite the way she is. You're Ellen's, after all and she's yours. If that wasn't the case you two won't be together more than friends like you two did today.
The door opened and a doctor came out. Ellen quickly got up from her seat as soon as she heard the door opened. The doctor approached the three and told them about your condition.
"Their condition is fine and stable." The doctor assured them that. But a frown formed upon the doctor's features. As if contemplative something and was about to deliver a bad news, "unfortunately—they ended up having amnesia."
Belle gasped as she clasped her mouth with her hands in frightened shock, Wise frown in disbelief upon the news. Ellen—her heart almost sank and dropped to the ground. A hit-and-run accident is bad enough and now you get amnesia? Whoever the culprit behind this is definitely received two folds nightmare from her very own hands.
"Their head suffered a very strong blow on something hard or possibly fell badly earned a bad concussion as the results," the doctor added. "I'd suggest you three go easy on them. Patient is important. I'm sure they'll remember everything when you guide them." The doctor's advice before stepping aside with a gesture—allowing the three to heading inside and look at your condition.
Ellen felt her heart being squeezed hard. The sight of your resting state in daze and blank gaze staring the ceiling in confusion made her chest aches.
Part 1: Bloodstained.
Von Lycaon
As promised. You two spent your free time together on your day off from the job after preoccupied with each other's own responsibility—no work and no to anything related to the former. Just a lovely day for you two having a pleasant date.
Lycaon, being the gentleman he is—never failed to make you walk beside him while he is on the side of the road, open the door for you, pull out a chair for you to sit in. He was already a such attractive, werewolf thiren you've met combination his gentleman and romantic gestures only flattered your poor heart further as if falling in love again.
After filling your stomachs, you both went out and left the cafe with your hand on his arm as usual after he'd offered it second ago. You chatted happily and he listened with a small smile on his lips seeing you always happy regardless the situation. It was something he admires about you.
Suddenly you stopped, making him stop too. He turned to you, wondering why you stopped suddenly. "Is something wrong?" His eye watching your other hand rummaging inside your pocket closely.
"Ah... my key. Maybe I accidentally dropped it back in that cafe. Wait here, alright? I promise this will be quick!" You smiled awkwardly and didn't give him a chance to protest, you turned around and ran back to the cafe. Even though it was a bit far at this point because you two had already walked away from there.
Lycaon wish to after you but since you seem obviously insists it would be a quick one, he supposed he needs to wait like a devoted man he always be.
Time moves. Strange. It's been two minutes and you still haven't found your keys that you accidentally dropped in the cafe as you claimed? Lycaon narrowed his left eye when he saw that his pocket watch had already passed the time he had set around two minutes, waiting for your return.
Being the protective boyfriend he is—he walked back towards the cafe at a fast pace. Feeling of uneasiness begin developing within him and plague his thoughts. However, his major dreads became a reality. His left eye widened as he saw you collapsed on the road with blood on your head. People gathered around and some made an emergency call.
In a few moments he was by your side who collapsed and did not move. His strong arms lifting your limp and injured form with care and unwavering gentleness he'd reserve for you all the time he's always by your side. The thiren's trying to stay calm but his composure is shattered upon seeing you like this. So fragile like a glass that'll easily shattered with a mere poke.
This feeling is suffocating. He never this helpless before—he always be there and protect you, made sure no stains nor mere scratch ruined your pristine features, not even the slightest of them to be acceptable. But this time luck wasn't on his or your side. Your head is bleeding... Lycaon doesn't even care if he gets your blood stained his own fabrics even though he always takes care of his appearance. He couldn't afford to see those priority in this moment—you are more important than some blood stains. You're hurt. His significant other.
The thiren was sitting one of the row chairs in an empty hallway, his mind busy with the residents' comments about your accident earlier when he overheard the witness mentioned it was a hit-and-run accident. That alone enough to flared up his rage despite doing whatever he can do to keep his cool.
No one can blame him. He has the right to be this enrage even though it was a pent-up one. He definitely for sure after whoever this culprit to make them pay for caused you the pain you caught up upon yourself.
The door opened and a doctor came out and approached him. Lycaon was quick lifted his weight off his seat to his feet and expecting for the doctor's words about your condition.
"Don't fret," The doctor reassured him, "their condition is stable now."
The doctor paused. As if contemplative something and it didn't take a genius the doctor was about to deliver those "but" stuff. "However, they suffer from amnesia. The impact from the accident made their head hit hard against the ground and regain a hard concussion."
That news made Lycaon's heart almost sank immediately the moment the doctor's mentioning you've suffered from amnesia. The doctor somehow easily noticed the tension from him and the way he clenched his jaw.
The doctor smile empathetically. "I'm sure that—if you guide them patiently, they'll remember everything." The doctor stepping aside and give the thiren space to go heading inside where you're waiting on the bed in daze and confusion lingered in your dull eyes—like a lost soul.
The sight enough to make his heart sank completely to the ground.
Postscript: This is my very first writing and I do hope this story somewhat satisfied all of you. I'm not really expert about medical field, however. I'm just using logical and information through Google about the possibility amnesia caused. Please criticize me if my writing is not accurate to characters characteristics, the grammar or my words isn't beautiful enough to read. I'm sure it might help me improving my writing better. I'm not really a romantic person about love—but still write this anyway. Haha... what do I have to do for the part two!? I almost losing my idea already for this one!