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I need help finding an art piece i found in high school

it was the brown/tan like colour and it looked like a material with a person like figure in it and it looked like they were underneath the material and the mouth stitched

please help me find it!!!

bruh im lowkey a nic addict like a mf system broke

I can disappear and not a single person would miss me. Please let me do it. I’m tired of being this burden upon people.

AHAHAHA I HAD A MONTH CLEAN STREAK AND I BROKE IT. IM HURTING AND NO ONE CARES. I FUCK UP EVERYTHING. SOMEONE FUCKING HEAR ME. honestly I hate feeling alone. I hate being the way I am. I stupidly crave something that will never happen again. that no longer exists. give me the strength to do it. I am nothing but undesirable to everyone and I don’t do anything. So give me the god damn strength to fucking do it.

I await the fucking day I die. Hi, haven’t posted in a while. Just thought I’d share. I have nowhere to vent. I have no one to talk to. I’m alone.

y’all long time no see. update on life: uh I’ve just been hella sad but that’s nothing new. I haven’t cut though. um yeah, I’ve just been struggling a bit. this guy Ivan likes me and I mean same and we’re supposed to go out some time soon. we’ve both been really busy though so rip. that’s it. oh actually we got back our insurance so next physical we have I’m going to talk to them about how I’ve been feeling so I can actually get some help. also, I found what school I want to go to, Lindenwood, it’s really amazing and it’s 15 minutes outside of St. Louis. anyways, that is officially it.

rip lil peep. new graffiti to the site.

i’m happy for you and i’m not even joking. also just wondering can we be civil and say hi to each other or is that just something that can’t happen because you hate me or something???

im going to kill myself.

im just a burden to people and i got more proof of it.

hey like i said before i will always love you forever no matter what.

god damn it. i love you still. i told you it was forever. i don’t need to wish that you’re doing alright and that things are good because i have to sit in agony and watch. i know i should move on but i can’t. nobody understands..understood me like you did. i reread all the notes and parts over and over. at some point i couldn’t believe we were no longer dating. in most of them you said you would never leave and that you could never find someone better but you did. i told you long before i wasn’t enough for you but you sat there and told me different. and i believed every word you said. but i don’t care if all of it were lies because no matter what i will ALWAYS love you. i will ALWAYS be here for you. you’ll NEVER be alone like me. so when you think you have no one and that nobody loves you you’re wrong because i’m here for you and i love you with all of my heart still and always. no matter what, love.

Also I have the best job ever. I stand and pretend to be okay to a bunch of people. Funny I already do that so this will be easy.

It’s super scary to literally just have your mind tell you to kill yourself or cut your wrists because you’re not worth it. It literally happens to me all day. I wish I could just turn it off and be numb. I’d prefer to feel nothing if all I get to feel is sadness.

why the fuck are people so confusing¿¿

lmao I still don’t smiLe most of the time though but let’s appreciate my makeup cause it looks good as fuck and I attempted a cut crease and it’s not bad

damn I didn’t know I wasn’t capable of smiling anymore

what yoU got on me nothing so fuck off and leave me alone if you’re just gonna fuck with my feelings

Whoop Whoop more shit happened tonight but some fucking way they just made it a little more bareable for me. Freaking wow

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